Month: Nov 2025

  • Hey

    Hey

    I’m at home I feel I am having a lot of evil people saying stuff to me.  Like I’ve been saying, J says, leap for joy when people say all kinds of evil on account of me, for great is your reward in heaven, or something similar. It kinda makes me wonder; bc the only way…

  • Hey

    Hey

    It’s midnight, I have my coffee So there’s progress to be made w myself.  I may feel better in the coming months.  One thing that c be causing me to have emotional instability is my medication. I remembered like several years ago, having the goal of being able to stay present when at home.  I had left someone…

  • Hey, I’m down Ferry Meadows

    Hey, I’m down Ferry Meadows

    Judgement, how it works Say I call someone a fool.  J says something like anyone who calls someone a fool, is in danger of the fires of hell. So what if someone calls someone a fool.  Well if I think, that that person is a fool, then I am in danger of the fires of hell. I…

  • Hey

    Hey

    It’s two am, I have my coffee I feel that people are saying evil stuff to me, just like J talks about in the bible.  I feel it’s everywhere I go. I remember the parable of the wicked servant.  It seems to say to me, that they aren’t even as crazy as I w about fifteen years…

  • Hey

    It’s one am, I have my coffee I remember this post on Tumblr that said don’t force nada, not jobs, not relationships, nada.  I’m trying my best not to do this. I feel I’m getting a lot of attention, everywhere I go.  People.. just this endless chatter.  It w like this, at the group I w at, just…

  • Hey

    I’m at home I felt bat sh crazy.  I felt like everyone w gonna hunt me.  I w so scared. Luckily it didn’t last long.  I w thinking about this trans girl who met a horrific demise, and feeling like I w gonna have that done to me.  I felt so f unsafe. I w judging a little, on…

  • Hey

    Hey

    It’s one thirty am, I have my coffee My hedgehog pathway is jammed wide open, I feel it.  Whether it’s open enough for my Yamanaka genes to be activated, Idk.  Hopefully it w continue to open, leading to that It means that my body might start repairing itself.  I may see changes in my hair and skin. Tbh…

  • Hey

    Hey

    I’m at home, I had CBD earlier So I’ve decided, to go full tilt on w I’m wearing on Wed.  They want to look at my style, bc I’m allowed to add my own flair onto what they would want me to work in.  So Ima show them me, and get any ideas on w they think.…

  • Hey

    It’s midnight, and I have my coffee.  It’s a Peruvian.  Waitrose have all these single origin coffees, that Ima try. Yesterday w a challenge.  It’s hard to talk about bc it still feels raw.  People were talking to me everywhere I w, w w okay, tho I feel it turned dark, when I felt like they were talking evil…

  • Hey

    Hey

    I’m down Ferry Meadows, having CBD 5 It’s quite nice, cold tho the sun’s out. People scare me, they have these ways of manipulating people.  If they don’t like someone, they’re just gonna do their head in in subtle ways that rly drive them nuts. It’s like the less I judge people, the more they give…