It’s about half one, I had Coke Zero earlier
I w telling myself, not to have derogatory thoughts about people, at my club; it worked. I liked being there.
I learned of unexplained phenomena from JF Hailey. I assumed that it kinda happened when someone comes through their twenties. I hold that the same thing is happening to me in reverse. The hope is that I am getting more youthful and experiencing this as I go through it.
I w hearing people read my mind and it w a lot, and it felt one hundo like phenomena. Idk if it is stressful going through this the other way round, tho for me it’s a challenge.
I must have a nibble soon. I got some peanut butter to add to my sandwiches.
In Other News
I chatted the situation w my Marketing efforts; and it told me that I’m not imagining it, like there’s some kind of mismatch between countries. The solutions are there, ready and waiting for me to read them; probably late tonight; early tomorrow. Ima just deal w one thing at a time
Just Ate: tuna and mayo; vegan; w salad
Ima have to have coffee soon, Ima lose it if I don’t get one.
I came close to dying today. This girl and me, w crossing the road, w this car barreling towards us. I said go, and she shot in, then I stepped in. It w no joke. I’ve never had a close call crossing the road before. It’s a dangerous spot, bc only one person can go in at a time.
The symptoms I w experiencing, have subsided. They c come back tho, Ima be real about that. This medication is black box sh, I feel. It kinda causes this, I feel, both by coming off it, and being on it; at the same time. It’s f, I feel.
I feel I w only be totally safe when I am totally off them, it.
Ima not go on a long walk tomorrow, I don’t wanna injure myself; I’ve been doing that a lot, tho feel it w be good for Sundays; maybe Wednesdays too, for the time being, one of my groups is not running.
I’m thinking about not running the campaign till next month. I need to make sure that I don’t leave myself in a sticky situation w|o enough to spend on ads.
It’s frustrating, bc I just wanna go go go, now that I have learned that it is possible to run this thing, and that.. it’s all bc of some technical thing, maybe. I just wanna be responsible.
There are other people posting similar ads as well. This c work to my advantage as this normalises w I’m doing; ready for me to run it and hopefully do well.
Just had some Easter Egg
I’ve been thinking about doing a Twitch irl, on one of my walks. It w have to be dry, bc my mics don’t work in the wet. Also I w only be able to see the chat if I got glasses, w w have to happen when some other things are out of the way. G, I f vibe w it tho.
To Second Chances
K