Hey

It’s one thirty pm, I had Coke Zero Earlier

Had an idea w the business; that I w enlist the help of someone to make a landing page for me.  It doesn’t cost that much and may make my marketing work.  Ima use Fiverr, I feel.

It w a lovely day today, lots of sun and good vibes.  I w challenged w w someone said tho about half an hour ago.

Lunch

It feels like the good vibes are building; slowly as the fortnight is going by.  I’ve never experienced this kind of acceleration in a hot minute.

I started my new pills yesterday.  Things are going well, I feel.

Just Had A Sleep

I w challenged w such anger and went to chill out.

W the sleep, it’s like I had my coffee every six hours; w the one I have right in front of me rn.

I had to close my windows, bc sometimes I feel challenged doing this when people are talking.  Last time w w this n’a w listening to this music that I couldn’t play on here.  I w feeling the same vibe.

Sometimes I find J’s commandments confusing, like Idk what is allowed and w isn’t.  I feel that I’ve been experiencing miracles tho Ima not be sure.  I’m aware that I must be careful revealing that around my friends as they may feel that I have a brain tumour.

In Other News

I’ve been able to stop dehumanising feelings towards people in my head.  This is how I kept my vibe today.  It has been a long battle against these feelings, I w get them at my groups and I feel I have won.

C they be w keeps my mood afloat, Idk.

That’s w I w focussing on.  Like I felt that certain thoughts bombed my mood.  One w thinking about reality and how it worked, the other w just being scared of stuff and coming up w scenarios in my head type energy.  It w trying to work out how things work socially to be safe.

I have realised something for keeping myself safe.  It is when I am challenged w hallucinations.  I need to keep my phone on even w I am experiencing offensive stuff being said by streamers and such.  The rationale is that just keeping on keeping on and things may calm down.

The truth is that I need my media to be chill, even if that is the scenario.

My vibe is now up, bc I feel that I have a possible angle for the business.  It is always up at these times and down when Idk how the hell Ima deal.

I feel that Affiliate Marketing is like way more of a psychological game than Forex trading.  I have to literally protect myself from worry that w surely kill the business, like all of the time, when it pops up sometimes.

I am aware that Rin off ProjectBRAiNROT hallucinates some of the time, this has made me super chill.  Should I hallucinate Ima just put it down to being like Rin and maybe not go running to my support.

Ima still keep my support in the loop tho, when they say that Ima not worry about it it w carry more weight.

To Not Worrying

K