It’s one pm, I had Coke Zero a little while ago
Just rang 111 bc of feeling scared for meningitis, bc of a rash. The call handler spoke to me and a doctor should ring me w|i the hour. I decided to not go to the shop and came straight home. I feel a little scared. They told me that if anything changes to ring them back. I w due to brush my teeth tho don’t feel like it.
I’m thinking of Rin and k that I may hallucinate symptoms. I remember when I had a cup of tea round someone’s house and felt rly ill.
W the business, Idk whether to publish my own landing page or go w a written one. Any how, it w take a month before I do anything. I guess Ima decide at the time. At least I w have the money and won’t have to worry about that.
I realise that I am always putting the business first and Idk whether Ima be doing that. I suppose that I need to make sure that I have money for some ads and the page and some money as well for things I wanna buy, so I may leave it a little longer before I do it, Idk.
It w cloudy today, tho it w still a nice vibe. I kept having these feelings the last few days. They w come in a moment and be gone tho I liked them. I w saying to myself that Ima stop trying to feel things for a minute, bc I’ve felt something. Like I say they were only for a moment tho they have left me feeling like that.
Not needing to feel anything is something that I rly vibe w and like. It has been a long time that I have wanted to feel that I no longer need to keep trying to feel stuff.
I’m maybe hallucinating serious symptoms.
The usual hallucinations are not a problem tho. Hearing w people say, I’m not bothered. This is huge, bc it means that I’m handling coming off the pills, playing devils advocate that I am on placebo.
I’m in no rush tho to get through this. I still want to make sure that I am safe. Tbh, rn it’s something that Ima not think about.
The rash on my arms is not getting any worse so that’s good news. It does have the pin pricks that the call handler w talking about. Idk whether they were there already there or not; just have to see w the doctor says.
There is an outbreak of meningitis atm.
I started to look at the reviews of competitors, and it isn’t pretty. on the surface, it seems that they are all bad companies.
Also, Gemini told me that I’m sitting on a Goldmine w the social proof and other proof that I have. Something in me, makes me feel that Gem might be right.
I don’t want to rush tho, feeling that I want the money coming in; I don’t want to f the whole thing up. I’ve been there, done that and it didn’t happen, at all, so Ima just pretend that I’m not close, that suits my vibe rn, super well.
However this incident turns out, Ima watch ASMR, Twitch, maybe Outer Banks this afternoon and tonight. Ima not even think about tidying up, I’m hella not in the mood.
The business feels like it is in good shape tho. Harry Dry said that it’s not that hard to get a two percent conversion rate, so a bought landing page c well do this. That w put myself in profit according to the numbers I have.
Whether that w work w cold traffic Idk. If so, lots of money, if not, then maybe enough to live on, Idk.
To The NHS
K
Miss K 