Hey

It’s one thirty pm, I had coffee at craft

I have been challenged w w people have been saying.  I have been making sure that Ima not zweeb.

It started this morning.  I felt scared that this might happen and wondered if I should think about how to avoid it.  I rejected this and decided that I w not zweeb; something that I kept to all day, still making sure that I don’t.

More evidence that I’m on placebo, I feel.  It seems to be when I am on less medication that this happens.

Lunch soon

I feel that not zweebing has kept my mental health stable.

After ringing Samaritans

I feel that I.. I talked about things and I feel I talked myself down.

The whole thing w about feeling that this town generally w sadistic towards people who have not had sex, feeling that bad things, and this is not my opinion, that just hearing sadistic things towards people who don’t do that, I felt.

I’m sitting here wondering if it may have saved my mental health.

In Other News

W the business.. I have been AI ing how to create a landing page.  I got to finding out that talking like a fifth grader, w be the holy grail of landing pages.  I’ve had a couple of things now that are landing page fire, including being told w I w doing w a goldmine, I feel.

I’ve got at least a month before Ima spend on ads, so it gives me a lot of time to try and work one out; and I found that 5.5 and Gem, rly are able to tell me how to do it so that it converts rly well.

Asking questions and finding out advice on how to do it, has shown me that they have hella knowledge.  And it’s rly shown me the power of AI as well.  There are three themes that all could be used together.  The other two are, just giving the social proof and product benefits, and the last is just being mindful of how I present that information to the viewer.

Just wanna rest now.  I feel that I’ve narrowly avoided a relapse.  Not doing any chores.  Just self care all the way; relaxing, listening to YouTube or Twitch; looking forward to watching Rin.

Again, I feel relaxed and like I’m no longer challenged w feeling in danger, hopefully.

Still trying hard to not zweeb things.

I’ve heard it w be cold all this week, tho I have been told the weather before and it has been wrong; with little sunshine.

To Communicating

K