It’s one pm, I’m having coffee at six
Just not thinking
I need a break from thought.
I remember when I used to come home and watch Canadian films in the evening; and just focus all the way through and the good it w do me. I liked the evenings.
Just suddenly hit me that I just need to be at peace, and w|o anything stressful that I may be thinking, and that means or meant all thought.
I w tempted to go to croquet, tho just didn’t think that the stress of having to be back for the girl from the Housing Association w what I wanted. Just makes me realise how badly I wanna go. I guess I liked being there.
Managed to not get upset all day. I feel like I’m transitioning well onto being on less medication; back to my normal self.
In Other News
I figured that I w complete all the points on the landing page, and then ask 5.5 to create me a page. I want to see w kind of theme it uses, the colours and the style. Then when creating my page, I have something to go off.
I’m rly learning how to create a page right from scratch. 5.5 is super helpful I feel, in accelerating the process. I don’t have to learn anything, just make sure that I am making sure that it is keeping in mind all the things that I want it to be aware of. No learning, or reading books that I don’t want to, straight to the creation process, saving hella time; and stress.
It said that my headline w tuned for cold traffic, w means people who are fairly unaware of the value of the product. I aim to continue this throughout the page.
I asked it to make sure that it w conversion maxing, w means tuning it for as many people to buy as possible; then I took w it gave me and checked for people who may bounce, w is those who are put off by something or another, spooked kinda. It then changed things slightly.
Images w be interesting, bc I am intrigued w w it w come up w. It w be pretty much writing the prompt for me, so Ima not have too much trouble knowing w to type in to get the image. I as I have said before, I go for six or seven keyword prompts as I feel these convert better.
I w walking past an area where I felt I may like to live. It’s outside the city centre w surprised me. I guess I no longer want to be in Town; fantasising about a huge income that allows me to afford a very expensive place, kinda, just feeling the energy of that reality. Just wanna like where Ima live; it w a good fit.
I grew up around that area and just love the suburbs. I w thinking about my home too. I remember how I used to feel there, kinda; and just realise that I don’t need the people I w living w to feel that way again. I c feel that way w just about anyone. I liked holding that concept, it made me feel more likely to feel those feelings again.
Did some shopping on the way back. Maybe tidy up before the girl comes round. Took my meds. Remembering self care. I must not do any Ginseng, no matter how much I like it. I still want to be cautious of my mental health, definitely no alcohol. Caffein too, I have limited it and feel I have hit the sweet spot where I am sleeping well.
To Self Care
K
Miss K 