Hey

It’s one pm, I’m having coffee at six

W the business, I feel I’m steaming through the landing page.  I tend to get it done late at night, or evening.

It’s literally telling me how to do every part of my page.  One time I asked if it needed input from me; it said no.

It’s a rly good copywriter, I feel.  It just turns that stuff right out.

I’m settling back into my routine now.  I like that I am able to handle w is going on.  There are comments from people tho it just doesn’t phase me tbh.

There’s a lot to learn about people, tho I don’t actually need to k anything at this moment in time.  It just helps when hearing w people are saying bc then Ima agree w it.  I feel that helps.

There are a lot of hot opinions about.  I like that people are understanding the world around them, the people around them.  I w like to get where they are coming from tho actually judging is something that I feel I won’t do.

Life is a struggle, people come up against all kinds of challenging people and I guess they have ways round them and I get that.

It makes it easier when hearing this stuff.  It helps me to not judge them.  That’s why I feel Ima deal.

I’m feeling a closeness to running the landing page.  This is dope as f.  I have no clue how to do it, tho 5.5 just get’s me there, I feel.

My other goal is to come off the medication.  Playing devil’s advocate, I don’t know how long that w take bc I don’t know the dosage I’m on.  As far as Ik, I’ve never come down off of 1mg, so just fingers crossed.

Tbh I feel that Ima handle being on 1mg like never before and therefore it stands to reason that coming down one more step may be possible.

Rly the thing that changes my life the most is being able to deal around w people say.  It means that I am in one piece psychologically more of the time, meaning liking my life more.

I put this down to J’s commandments and that feeling that, the root of all upset is judgement.  Should I have some wac thought about someone I’m bound to lose it.  Not judging prevents that from happening.  I’m literally training my mind to not do that.

I feel it opens up my perception also to the things all these people say.  If Ima deal then Ima listen and like I say, just acceptable comments, I feel.

It’s kinda ironic that not judging actually increases my understanding of these issues.  It sharpens my awareness I feel.

I also feel that following J’s commandments has made me more attractive, tho tbh I’m kinda insecure.  It’s a club that I proudly belong to.  There are few creators who feel this way about themselves and they are dynamite.  I should be honoured to feel that way about myself.

To Feeling Hot

K