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It’s one pm, I’m having coffee at six

I w thinking about people; they have a lot going on.  I w kinda flabbergasted that I w so unaware for so many decades.  I guess tho that if people don’t share then Ima not know.

It happened all of a sudden; like people w just blurt out all this crazy stuff, I felt, like every time I walked past someone.  Tbh I didn’t like it; tho it taught me what is going on w people.  It seems they all got beef w someone.

In Other News

I w be running ads that have intent.  That means people who are kinda into the area in which lies the company.  It’s still called cold traffic tho; people who have no awareness of the company.

I want to buy myself the iPad Air, and then post ads.  It w take me a while to get a working landing page; step by step, bit by bit, putting it together.  The income may cover my living expenses.

It w be an amazing process, seeing if the landing page works.  It w rly show me something if it does; that it rly matters w is on the page.  I had the chance to make the page myself tho had, have, to admit that it just didn’t work.  I kinda feel like I’m delegating it out to 5.5.

This w mean that I get there faster, tho like I say, I’m in no rush.  It builds, slowly but surely and that is good enough for me.  I’ve got about three of the seven parts of the page done now.  It rly doesn’t take that long.

Images w be a story, in and of themselves.  I’ve created images before, like the one I use on my ad, that works very well.  Idk tho, if the images w work on the page.  Like I have said before, I use prompts w six to seven keywords.  These are w worked on the ad.  5.5 w tell me what images to have and I w do it that way; dk whether that w work, Ima cross that bridge when I come to it.

I wanted to go to my club today tho there w the chance of rain, so it wasn’t worth it.  It just makes me more eager to get down there.  There’s a big chance soon I w make it.  I’ll have to bus back early and have lunch and get there ahead of time.  It’s kinda trepidation that I feel for going there.  It may feel kinda eery having been away for so long, and then hopefully I w be welcomed back and feel strong connection to the people.

Since being there, I have grown as a person quite a lot.  I am much more open, and feel morewhen around people.

This w give me slightly more to do every week, w w be good.  I feel that’s the healthier option.

Ima still tidy my place tho there are other tasks to do w the business that are getting in the way atm.  It had to be done in twenty days so I don’t want to mess that up.  Then there are taxes w I don’t have to do this year tho need to ask them if it’s okay for me to skip them.

Just back to normal life, just getting through each week.  Hopefully soon tho, like I say, there w be an income.  Idk what this changes.  May be slightly more money to live off.

It w be final validation of my skill as a marketer, I feel.  I may like how it feels.  It may improve my self esteem a lot; that w be nice.

Atm Ik that I am learning all the time, and that’s enough for me.  I may be challenged w imposter syndrome.  Lil ol me doing affiliate marketing, ain’t that a thing.  I guess it may be time to accept my worth, Idk.

To Self Esteem

K