Hey

It’s two thirty pm, I’m having coffee at six

I made like a chow mien chop suey for lunch; w a white pepper sauce.  Just about pulled it off, gotta be careful to get the noodles out the sauce quick.

Today w interesting.  It’s crazy how I hear the same themes some days.  Today w matchmaker day, w people just fixing people up like the whole of my wait in Town and on the way to my group.  It w a challenge to not think that they were talking about me.

Not thinking has served me well today.  I did it while I w waiting outside group; then I w good to go in, and like being there.

I felt super attractive on the way into Town.  I maintained it, like I say, by not thinking at all.  The energy I rly liked.

I went into ALDI and just Gem’d how to make a chop suey sauce.  It w breathtakingly simple, just sesame oil, while pepper and flour.  For some reason I trusted this; the results came out good, it w tasty.

Just foraged some veggies that may have worked, from an earlier Gem search.  Onions were a challenge; wasn’t gonna buy them bc carrying them w have been a bust; so I got chopped.  Looks like that’s w I’m having for lunch for a few days, together w the usual chicken salad sandwiches; vegan.

Another day where I have been safe; got home and no sign of any feelings to worry about; clearly getting stronger in regard to w people are saying; just gotta accept these themes and they are a rl thing and that when sh continues, it’s a theme.

Liked being at group, the girls are good to listen to; also had come conversation.

In Other News

For the business

Ima get some pages set up on a brand new site; so that Ima set the title of the site to w I w.  Each page corresponds to where a keyword pair w send traffic, all the same pages; w Google Tags on each page or site, Idk.

This is something more interesting to get set up.  I kinda felt writers block w the creating of the page, tho may do it anyway tonight.

It’s rly good to have learned a lot around all this; for example the Google Tag.  It doesn’t hit until the consent banner goes live.

I kinda fancy sending different traffic to different companies.  This is a cop out as Ima just take my time and make sure it works, I feel, over just hoping that one hits.

There is this huge burning desire in me, for it to work this time.  Tho there is never a this time, bc something always goes wrong and needs my attention and kinda f things up, I feel.

Tho like I say, lunch is sorted for the next few days.

I guess just practising my self care just allows the things that need to happen to slowly grow to fruition in the background; hopefully.

To Experience Growing

K