Hey

It’s two pm, Ima have coffee at five

Just rang my bank; needed advice on downloading a pdf.  Got the information, hopefully should work.  It’s the last thing that I need to send.

Had some challenges today, w w people were saying.  Just took a moment and made sure that I didn’t think anything and then I w okay.

Made dinner when I got home; lots of veggies.  Thinking of not putting a sauce on it, just having the flavour in the veggies w the sesame and white pepper.

It’s the style of cooking of chow mien, w the flavouring of chop suey; w a little Chinese salad dressing on it.  I like the hotness, the pepper rly bites.

I did all the normal things that I do, today; except go to my club.  I w going to go to a different one tho decided not to, last minute.  There’s something I probs w like to do instead.

My focus w getting this task dealt w bc there’s a time limit on it and it has almost run out.  Idk whether I w get it done today.

I’m having breaks in between of doing it, so that I keep myself chill.  It has taken a lot of work, I feel; I’ve been doing it since last Mon

In Other News

I w be able to get back after the business, again soon.  It w be either sorting website activity tracking or just getting on w the landing page.  Like I said, I have to do a new site, bc the title of mine may be making people bounce.  It’s a good opportunity to get it done while creating a whole new page; and make four of them, one for each set of keywords.

Like I have been doing a lot of lately, I have been paying attention to my mental health; and making sure that I don’t get too stressed out.

Ima deal w things that were a challenge before, w is showing signs of developing as a person, in me, w I rly value bc it has been the best thing for me.

Just dealing, then when I am okay Ima just take it easy and just do the daily self care that I have ahead of me.

All this happens while I just live every day, so I’m content w just doing my routine; and becoming aware of w people say, bc it is their truth and it sounds right to me; for them; believable.

I feel myself leaving the prison of psychopathy, I feel, thanks to all the things people have been saying that have been so much of a challenge; it’s a mash.

Tho that’s not my focus for rn, just following J’s commandments; tho I do feel that this is way more powerful than therapy.

I guess losing psychopathy is no easy task, and Ima not even talk about it bc it’s a lot.

So I feel that trusting J’s commandments w a good play, and happy to continue w it, them.  Having had a taste of what they a do for me, I just wanna learn the way that people are and feel some rl peace, I feel.

Then there’s the changing my brain Gex to one that is less build on logic and more on just feeling sane, feeling comfortable w life and people and my ability to deal.

To Understanding People

K