It’s one thirty pm, I had Coke Zero a little while ago.
I w challenged w w someone said today. Otherwise I had a good day. I went out in the sun and lay outside.
In Other News
W the business, I wanna find out how to create a new website, w a theme, so that Ima drag and drop like the website builder.
I just relate to people now, social queues up the wazoo, I feel. I like having my feelings back. Today I w just so used to it, that the novelty had worn off; tho underneath, Ik that it prevents me feeling that people are saying evil things; w w mean that I am not challenged w the pain of just feeling thrown right out of reality and not knowing w is going on.
Things take time; tho tbh it feels like things have sped up. C my hedgehog pathway have opened, allowing me to recover my feelings much faster.
I must point out that I feel that J’s commandments are w have allowed me to heal like this; and I wanna be open; I do feel challenged w freaking out still.
Tho I kinda don’t deem it to be a big deal. Rin said that she sometimes hallucinates that she is ill. I feel that twice she has hallucinated that she is dying.
I feel that I w be young again, fr, low key. Something in me feels one hundo sure that that w happen.
I w laying on the ground, like I said as well. Idc. Why not. I’m starting to not be bothered by certain things, w is very good for my anxiety.
Also
I w able to tell myself, that I w hallucinating. I feel this stopped me from being challenged w freaking the f out like yesterday.
I like that I feel I w be young again; I welcome it so hard. Tbh I feel it w solve all my problems.
I may join another group. I like being around people more now.
Aryssa just went live. I like so much that I am able to enjoy her, bc of J’s commandments; and everyone else.
My air cooler is working well and keeping me cool at night and in the day. I’ve found to not fill it too much in one go bc it leaks.
Gotta say I like this season, tho I may like winter just as much.
Saving a lot on groceries.
Having to admit that reality may not have been w I thought it w.
I’m saving one of my sandwiches till later bc it prevents me from eating too much. I usually want a nibble later in the night.
To Youth
K
Miss K 