Hey

It’s two pm, I just had coffee

I managed to not judge, on walking home.  It’s a rl achievement.  I thought about having a rest today tho felt that when I took it easy, it didn’t work.

Idk whether the business w work tho Ima give it a try.

I nearly cried on the way home; bc I felt that I w returning to a reality that I liked so much.  I also nearly cried bc of feeing challenged w w people were saying.

Soft Thoughts

I w telling myself to only think soft thought, just having realised that thoughts come in two flavours.  I did this all day till a couple of minutes ago.  Ima try and carry on w it.

I have plastic that I want to take to the shops; Ima walk there, maybe.  This w take a while, so I’ll k that that’s a lot of the stuff I want to do crossed of the list.

I got a pot noodle from ALDI.  It’s sweet Thai chilli.

I managed to remember that I have one roll left and didn’t get extra ones.

At first I w thinking that levelling up w take a long time.  This is my past experience; tho this time it feels like things are accelerating a lot.  The fact that I dealt today on the usual stuff, just kinda makes me feel that way.  Idk why things w speed up like this.

And I’m just taken aback w how people feel inside, I had no idea; and that they may k what they are talking about.  I got so much value out of just listening

I slept super well last night.  I need to get some stuff done on the landing page tonight.  Luckily Ima only do a little bit at a time; bc 5.5 w only let me do a few.

I may actually get some rolls after all from the shops; for later.

I’m doing well at having Katsu before bed.  I learned that I must get it out the way; I’m also doing well w brushing my teeth atm.

I’m feeling better after having food; I’m more relaxed.  I’m trying to not put weight on, atm, so I guess it’ll be much easier when my body gets used to it.

I feel that this soft thought thing may take me there.  Could it be a total game changer, Idk.  I’m wondering if it’s responsible for how well things went today.

I wlt get the iPad Mini in Sept; bc it has OLED.  I also wonder if it w be 4K.  I watch a lot of YouTube and Twitch and feel it w make quite a difference to me.

I found that I w able to use DeskTop websites on my phone, on just the Safari app.  I’m also wondering if it might be as good to use as Zoomable bc it makes the text bigger.  Shocked rly that I have done so well w just a phone, using it.

My love for Apple products has kinda returned.  I w drawn to them over ten years ago.  I loved the square iPad Nano.

So I may be off in a minute and be back to watch Rin or Aryssa.

To Soft Thoughts

K