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It’s about one thirty pm, Ima have coffee at six

I took Mulberry leaf today.  I kinda felt like it w a challenge around Gooners.  I built up in my head that everyone w kinda stuck on me, I felt.  I remember the being challenged w a relapse two years ago where I felt overwhelmed by it.  I decided to let it go, believing in some kinda cascade that a happen if I don’t.  Maybe it w the Mulberry challenging my mental health.

In Other News

I had a full asmr rush yesterday.  It kinda built over watching two videos; one from Darklite and one from Shanny.  I noticed during Darklite that I w experiencing more of a feeling than usual and put it down to her getting much better.  It ran over into Shanny w is where the wave hit; right down my back.  Looking forward to some ASMR tonight rly.

Rin’s last day before her holiday; that’ll be all she posts this week, so that w be a special one.

The Page

W the business, things are going well; making progress through the page.  I think I’ll change slightly one of the images it gave me, just tweak it a tiny bit.  There are more images to do, rly most of the weight of w Ima do is images.

I put a lot of it down to my energy, allowing me to answer open questions to 5.5.  I sporadically ask it to stand up to me, as Aryssa said that it w just yes me; I feel that’s true.

I’m keeping my identity Kirsty, for it.  When I switch to higher authenticity, Ima be Krystal; an Insta and Webpage tweak.

I realise that I w have created a full marketing system and w be able to apply this to other offers, should this one not hit; that’s assuming that my ad writing skill is up there, so far so good.

Still keeping it soft thoughts.  It’s well a good way to stay stable.  So many times noticing that w Ima think is not soft and nipping it in the bud.

Lunch soon.  I had some extra food to keep me warm today, as I w out in the rain.  Luckily my trainers stayed dry.  This Ima take for granted if the rain is at its lightest all the way home.

Just aware of how much J’s commandments have done for me; rly in awe of it.  I almost felt upset at one point at who I used to be.  All down to G, no lie; it’s a lot.

Hopefully I am stable now.

There is a rl possibility that this campaign w hit; the numbers don’t lie.  I learned the formula from a course that w unethical tho it taught me a lot.  Idk if Ima ever be prepared for that.

One thought that’s a lot, is being able to live anywhere.  Like where w I choose; it feels like too much freedom.  Obs I have my clubs that I w not want to miss; they keep me sane, and the connection just means a lot.

To Running The Campaign

K