Hey

It’s twelve pm, I just had Coke Zero

Idek where to begin w this, today.  So many things happened that may have ripped me up tho didn’t.  I w in the mall for three and a half hours.

I w walking through the crowd.. I had said to myself that I’m not human and holding that energy while doing it.  I felt like I just wasn’t interested in the way people were looking at me and just owning that; and feeling that that meant that I wasn’t human, like I said.

It felt like I had turned a corner.

I w challenged w this man saying lascivious things to me about w I w gonna do w him, I felt.  I moved away from him w|o even getting angry; and then w challenged w this guy who kept looking at me.  I said, don’t look at me, he carried on doing it, I moved away.

For a minute I wondered if the guy w w saying those things to me, I felt, w sick in some kinda way, tho let it go.

Then I noticed the people.  There are, were, people who I didn’t get the chance to be around.  There were the broadest spectrum of people, and like I say I never interacted w them or even saw them for the most part.  I felt a little sad for a tiny moment.

In Other News

The review section is becoming slightly complex.  I’m in the process of talking to 5.5 and working out exactly w to do around all of it.  Like I said, it’s the second to last section that I need content for.

Like I said, I have an image that I need to change just slightly bc I feel that it’s not quite right.  I rly need to take a look at them, bc I feel that I’ve done them all.

Creating this page w actually super easy.  I w away at the races just asking question after question just starting a dialogue and getting to know, all around it.  I’ve got to know 5.5 as well and how to talk to her.

Slept super well last night.

Shanny gave me unlocked a heart, w w nice.  I love that I have gotten lost of hearts off of asmrtists.  I get so much value out of w they do, and to have that just.. I like it a lot.  Also, my blog, they may be getting value out of it, Idk; I feel that at least one of them is.

I just suddenly felt that I w like to be doing more, be around people more; that’s where the club that I wlt join comes in.  I just feel that it w be healthy for me high key.

I feel challenged w feeling like a sex object and that people are actively trying to use me.  I feel thoroughly disgusted.

Judgement

I just found that Idc all the sh that people be saying.  I don’t need to understand where they are coming from or how evil they are saying sh like that.  If they are super evil, I don’t even need to k it.

I feel that people feel they are so smart understanding things and whole social concepts that don’t even exist; they are created in the minds of delusional people, Idk; open to it tho.

To Not Even Caring W People Are Saying Or Where They Are Coming From

K