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It’s twelve pm, I just had Coke Zero

I w challenged w asking myself, how did I get myself this f up:

This bloke w super nice to me in the supermarket, picking up something I dropped.  Later he spoke to me and I ignored him.  I w challenged w feeling that he felt that I w the worst human being alive and that everyone w talking sh about me.

At home I said to myself, well, I can’t deem myself to be utterly worthless.. bc I don’t judge that way.  Not judging is neither about saying something is true or saying that something is false.  I kinda deem that it lies in the middle somewhere.  So how Ima deem that I have zero value

I feel that the brain map for judgement in me has dwindled the entire time that I have been practising J’s commandments.  I feel blessed by this, bc hopefully it w allow me to feel this way.

In Other News

The business is not for today.  It’s the sabbath and Ima leave it till at least midnight.  Ima also have more 5.5 at that time.  Dangerously close to finishing the page.  Ima ask it to highlight the reviews the way that it has told me that I should do.  Hopefully this w work.

I have found the ones that I want to use; confused somewhat by the fact that the ones that 5.5 had shown me were less words than the actual reviews.  For a second I wondered if she couldn’t even count.

Ima hope to get to croquet today.  Ima make some pittas to take w me.  I got some snacky eggs bc I forgot to get some sandwich stuff in Town.  Maybe if I put them flat in the bottom of my bag, the salad won’t fall out.

I realised that I don’t need to run that many ads.  They cost 9p each and one conversion w probably be like fifty ads; tho they actually may cost more than that bc I’ll be using two keywords instead of one.  So say off the top of my head, four conversions, two hundo ads at thirty quid.

There’s like a slider to move along when I want to turn on the Fosset.  Hopefully I won’t need to stop the campaign for this and pay a ton for ads, like Google Ads w need me to.  The look of the slider feels like it is something that can be moved at any time w|o stopping the campaign.

Oops, I mean forty quid not thirty.

Like I say, this w be a full campaign w all the proper bits in place.  I’ve learned the whole deal now; should be good to let it do its thing.

Ima hope that Aryssa is on later.  I’ve been falling asleep so may have been missing her.  The days she doesn’t stream are Wed and Sat.  I feel that she has not been streaming this week for some reason tho.

She has been doing these irls and Idk what’s going on.  I felt uncomfortable watching bc of her skimpy top.  Normally this doesn’t bother me.

To Allowing Myself Leeway In How I Feel

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