It’s one pm, having coffee at two
She w about twenty. I saw that she had exactly the same mannerisms as me and I w shocked to the core; for a hot minute; then a girl like nineteen, walked past w exactly the same energy as me; leaving me reeling, what the f.
I’d been challenged w feeling upset; I w scared that I w gonna freak out in the worst way possible. Didn’t happen tho. I nearly cried; I guess bc of w nearly happened.
I w challenged w a guy who said, have a good look, ten. Committed to not judging him to be mesogamistic; feeling that that w mean that I w; refrained from getting angry as well; got my ass home to take my pills.
Rin’s on later. Fell asleep last night and missed her big. Lunch soon.
Thought about another business idea tho have too much going on rn. The page is slowly getting done at 3 images per day. It’s turned out okay working w AI; most things work. Some images won’t work at all and it’s a challenge, tho for this page, so far things have. Like I have said I have one more to do I think and have to change some of the objects in the image; hope this works out okay.
I w looking for the vegan bacon; no dice.
Feeling more of a human being; just more human. It’s a super weird experience to be going through; and yes, like I said having the same like very hand movements of someone less than half my age; it’s all a lot, I feel.
I w watching MeowBuffy. When she called Alan Sugar a crazy old man I felt that w so funny. I had just kinda told her that I had an Amstrad CPC 464, w isn’t quite true bc my friend did, I feel.
I w listening to her all the way to Town. Reasoned it out like there ain’t nothin going on so why not.
I w just like to point out how much light these twitchers and asmrtists bring into my life. Still yet to catch NatWithAHeart.
I w like to be on TikTok tho am challenged w not liking that constant repeating of shorts until scrolled to another one that Ima not f with.
Super liking that it’s coffee soon. Like I have been saying, I have been sleeping super well lately. I don’t f with the business until I have at least slept some; like I say, I am missing Rin tho that’s okay. Kinda wanna work into my morning watch MeowBuffy bc she just hit right.
I suppose things have calmed down w the challenge of freaking the f out, touch wood. I w so appreciating being back down on Earth at my group today tho as I said, challenged w feeling super duper terrified of it happening again.
That’s when I have to pull my empathy out and stay the f calm.
To Pulling The Empathy Out
K
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I one hundo feel a miracle happened, tho it’s inappropriate to say w it w
K
Miss K 