It’s two pm, Ima drink my cola rn
I w putting all the new sections on my page; I’ve changed the colour tho it made little difference. Ima look forward to letting a copywriter take a look at it. I feel that it w save me a lot of money bc she w only need to tweak image sizes and play around w it mostly, Idk.
She’ll probably say, yea it’ll do, tho you wanna give it to me to tweak when it’s made a few quid. Just the thought of working on it w someone rly floats my boat.
I feel like someone just gave back my parcel, that w took yesterday; Idk; maybe, they’re trying to figure it out. I feel like Ima start crying, Idk why. Omg I rly do feel that Ima cry. Idk if what I’m hearing is rly w is going on. It w be nice tho. I’m thinking about it too much
I enjoyed croquet today; won both games. It w hot tho, not too much so. I felt the heat a little at some point and felt stressed tho w fine. Omg, Ima rly start crying if that’s w they are up to.
It’s gonna be hot as f, for five days. I’ve bought sandwiches to eat, tho maybe Ima cook some veg at some point; dk what time of day tho.
Maybe through these hot days, Ima get the page done. Sometimes it feels like there is nothing to do and sometimes it feels like there’s hella work. Last time I felt that way, it w the images. They only took a few days to get sorted tho. I take it easy, I feel I’m not good w stress.
Aryssa just went live, want to watch her soon; Rin’s not on today. Ik that I super duper need to take hella care of myself at this hot time. I feel that I’m not good w the heat as I got heat stroke one time.
I get stressed in social situations. Playing games together is okay tho when there is talking it’s a lot. I’ve been talking to people for a long time, tho it may be an issue that the whole time I w growing up I never had a conversation w anyone.
I’m crying. Maybe rn they are saying that I never had a problem w anyone. It’s a lot. My neighbours are kicking off rn, they are violent, I feel. Sometimes they slam bc my neighbour gets into it w them, I feel.
I got soya milk from ALDI too, may save like fifty a month; or more.
The stress of what I may think, may be making me hallucinate. My neighbours arguing doesn’t help, it never does. I never came from a violent home and feel Ima not deal; tho I may have been suffocated as a baby and was attacked when like two years old, I feel. It makes me feel horrid to think about my past like that and w rather forget.
I want to make a life for myself before I get older; speaking of older, I saw like ninety year old, and he looked so youthful it w lit. The way he w walking just blew me away.
To Forgiveness
K
Miss K 