It’s about one pm, Ima have coffee at six
Just keeping to not thinking about hard thoughts rly. Today went well, I stayed focussed and relaxed, kinda the whole time.
For me it’s rly just about ignoring my fears and just thinking, w is the next thing I need to do; like there’s no shame in that; like it’s okay to just get on w sh and not worry about what’s going on around me. And the awareness that that’s how most people cope; super validation.
The homeless guy who I feel keeps harassing me and it’s escalating; I didn’t even worry about it. I just feel rly unbothered around peril lately; even tho I felt I saw him reach for a knife.
Just chomping like f, to get on w the business. I w doing an image last night and it w kinda a challenge. It c either be like the prompts and images that I had been given, w tbh looked good; or do it my way and see if it comes out good. I haven’t looked yet to see how good the image is.
I’ve mastered negative space tho. I have a prompt that produced exactly the right amount.
I nearly judged on someone that they had ASBD; and I felt like I had it, so left that alone. Just deeming it now to be the wrong thing.
I w watching mariabagatti. She has such a nice body and w lovely to look at, as she did the donkey kicks. I love her vibe; she is so sexually healthy I feel that it kinda left me wondering yk, how she deals, how come she is that way. She can do like a ton of squats, and it even leaves me wondering how the hell she does it.
I still don’t judge whether people are talking about me; tho it feels like they are not, tbh.
I’m hoping for a dollblush video; I love hers and can’t wait for another to come out or maybe a stream at the beach.
Learning about CO2, left me wondering whether it w be possible to use it to get heat from sunlight; like tubes of CO2 pumped into a heat exchanger. It c be mixed w water vapour bc that’s how it works.
Then there’s synthetic Chlorophyl. It c be used to make oils in Africa, just leave it out in the sun to do it’s thing; slightly modified to produce that instead. I thought about seeing a video of it producing sugar in slow motion to get an idea of how it works.
I still am wanting to make the Graphene transistor and feel sorely disappointed that no one is listening, I feel; and w probs like have to go about it on my own. I w need a research project anyways for a MChem degree so maybe Ima get an honorary one, I feel.
It’s like the business w kick all these things into motion; seeing my capital grow as I try new things, I feel. I want to change the world, I want to see good things be brought to life. I feel the need to produce something that I feel is of value. I guess it’s a lot of responsibility, I feel, ngl.
To Passion
K
Miss K 