Hey

It’s one pm, Ima have coffee at six

Something major happened today.  It started w a trigger.  I felt this woman w staring at me the whole time that I w sat there; literally the whole time.  I felt like she w a gooner femcell, and had followed me in the bathroom; heard me whisper, creep and f off pretty quick; Irlydk.

For a hot minute everyone felt like a incel.

Then the profound sh happened.  I felt like a kid, plain and simple.  Idek how else to describe it; around the feeling that everyone felt like a perv.  I w like, yea, so what; just be a kid and everything w be alright.  So I did and everything was alright.

I now feel firmly rooted in kid reality.  Ima not think about how long it w last or if it is to stay.

People said evil sh on the way home tho it didn’t touch me, I feel.

In Other News

Today it w super hot.  It’s like thirty four rn and.. I guess it’s the humidity in this country.  I saw a n’a say like, this heat, waving at the air in front of him; and that w in air conditioned ALDI, which kinda confused me for a minute.

Rly it’s just stay cool for as long as possible.  I’ve put my air cooler on, tho not opened a window.  That may be a mistake.  I remember when it w forty.. and I had an air cooler on and the windows open.  It w no bother at all.

W the business

The image is done and I have the fonts and colours.  Rly no other images should provide any issues for laying them down.  I have them all and.. I just wanna follow the Wireframe and stick everything in, and just bam done, tbh, hopefully.

Then like I said, it’s over to my copywriter to just put that Je Ne Se Quoi on it.. and it should be ready to go, I feel.

Medication is an issue.  Idk if my psychiatrist is gonna reduce the dosage further w w she has given me.  Ima be aware of my safety and making sure that Ima not have a relapse as has happened so many times in this scenario.  It should only be a few days before Ik if I’m totally losing it, I feel.

Can’t wait to open the windows and get in front of that air cooler.  Last time I had them open on both sides so that air a blow through.  I’m reluctant, ngl, bc it’s only twenty eight in here; just wanna be safe is all.

I took my temperature and it’s totally normal.

Brainwave.. Just open the windows so it-a blow through where my cooler is; that’s w I did last time and it w fire.

To Staying Cool

K