Hey

It’s about one thirty, Ima have Chamomile at six

Lunch any sec.

I got, Gates of Heaven @ Mahjong today.  It w the last hand that I got.  I also got Wriggling Snake; and Triple Knitting.  I don’t rly f with the regular hands.

In Other News

I am learning a lot about the business.  As I ask 5.5 questions, I’m being given stuff that increases conversions I feel; like something that I’ve called Gary.  Whenever I want my paragraphs to be more readable I ask for 5.5 to do Gary on them and it w have one paragraph, then a space, then a paragraph, then a space, then a highlighted sentence, then a space, then another paragraph.

It kinda boggles my mind that things like that, w increase conversions; tho it does make sense as it increases the readability.  People are reluctant as f to read a ton of text.

I w out like a light last night after having Chamomile.  I woke up much later and did some stuff on the business.  That’s when I discovered Gary.  I also feel that I am AI literate now, being able to actually name something like that.

I managed, I feel, to place everything on the page alright, tho w need to check w AI.  I now need to change it to Gary now tho.  So far so good, that’s all Ima say.  Ima not say that it’s definitely gonna work bc when there are two images down it may screw up on the third like it does w text.

Ima just have a vape and then my lunch.

I asked 3.3 to put an Alpha Channel on an image.  Idk if it’s gonna work bc it’s a faux Alpha Channel she said.  Ide wanna try it incase it doesn’t work, Ima be honest.

After Lunch

I just did the floor and looked for SpeedMop thingies for a bit.  Maybe they’re in the closet.  I only need to do one more day this week I feel.

I no longer feel Unc.  I never judged anyone w said or did sh today, I feel.  I managed to not judge for quite a while; all the way home.  I had kinda been put of balance by someone who guessed my name, I feel.  It w in the place where I felt I w being harassed by the homeless person.  I felt cheated bc I w scared that it w him and that’s the only reason I turned around I feel.  Idk

I get to watch Rin now bc I did some tidying I feel; have a rest and then, if I don’t get zonked out by Chamomile, do some this evening and maybe some in an hour or two.

I keep having flashbacks to when men said sh to me I felt and not judging on them.  I feel it’s a challenge rn.  I’m scared that all of a sudden Ima start judging people bc of all the pain I felt w w people said all the time; and the stares and the Jerks and the posers, I feel.  Ima not go there, it scares the sh out of me.

To Not Judging

K


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