It’s one pm, Ima have Chamomile at five
I managed to survive the comments that people were saying today. I went to Hampton again. I liked being there. As I rolled up I w holding that it w like rl high class or something. The vibe lasted about a minute; it came back later. At one point I w wondering, w is me who w high class, w it them, Idk. It passed in a moment.
I wonder if Ima make it out of the woods with not feeling triggered anymore. A world w|o feeling offended at anyone, sounds pretty dope.
Ima get working on the business soon. I need to get this section sorted. Ima get on 5.5 and get it figured out. The issue is is that it is offering me so much that is of value. It keeps saying, oh, btw, if you do this, then that w increase conversion. To begin w I felt that it w be hard to get the information out of 5.5 to find out how to make that happen; I had no clue. Now I find that it just keeps telling me this stuff and I have to keep rewriting it.
Atm the section is too long. I feel it has forgotten that it needs to be thirty to sixty words. That’s w I need to tell it; and that the highlighted sentence is just too long to draw peoples eyes, like it needs to.
Everything is placed on the page perfectly. I managed, I feel, to get the white space just right; w|o having to turn anything to an image. Ima kinda hope that I’m able to adjust the length of the paragraphs a little bit so that they fit in those boxes. Ima just write down rn that I must not delete one or some. I put it at the bottom and the top.
Just sprayed myself w a ton of water, it’s hot in here. I just wanna get in front of my air cooler; some chores to do first tho, and maybe have lunch. Like I have said, Ima try and do ten minutes three days this week.
I found some pads for the SpeedMop so w be able to spend a few minutes doing that. May have to sweep a bit. I chose to not use the PowerMop and give it a rl deep clean.
I have been feeling kinda trippy and have tried hard at one point to not burst out laughing. I felt it w have been incredibly rude. I w sat next to this hot girl, I feel.
My stats came in for WordPress. I don’t want to look at them bc I ignore notifications until it’s time to read them; so distracting, genuinely making me forget important sh I feel. Okay, Ima take a look. I’m only down a little bit w is fantastic.
I remember Rin telling me how her numbers.. they were quite good, then took a dive as soon as she quit her job; then went back up. The algorithm is a finicky bi, I feel. That’s not my issue tho; or is it, Google has one. Ide want to think about that. Hoping that Ima just post and that w keep it happy, Idefk or c.
One thing I did wonder on w if w Google it’s a lot more possible to go viral. Like my numbers shoot up and down like a rocket ship. If that carried on for any length of time it w mean either online death or fame. That actually fills me w the energy of self esteem I feel.
This paragraph has been like the Yeti, trying to get it down; much like the image that I had to put the Negative Space on. I w so scared that it w gonna be like this huge problem and then in a flash it w sorted. Hopefully the same w happen here. I guess the more sh I deal w the stronger I get. Kinda seeing a reality where I don’t even bat an eyelid. Could this be more important than the stuff I have learnt.
To Not Feeling Phased
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