It’s two pm, Ima have coffee at four
I did the thing, walked to Town early, and I had walked too far and realized that I hadn’t even noticed me walk past the danger place, I feel. I w gonna walk that way back as well to defy, tho had to own that I just don’t like lots of homeless people in the underpass, I don’t feel anyone does. It’s the verbal abuse, I feel.
Just had dinner, Vegan Chicken Biryani. I forgot to do the onions so quickly chopped them and it tasted just right, I feel.
The airer has been moved as well. I rly felt this Town a total threat yesterday tho I’m on a different vibe. Hampton feels the opposite of such tension. I remember someone telling me that they got super stressed out and weren’t eating or sleeping. I guess an environment a do that to a person, so it’s dope to be somewhere where Ima just forget about all that. Thought about moving there. I c totally get a mortgage. Some places are priced w|i my range I feel. I’d thought about Orton tho there are no flats there I feel. It’s also.. Hampton is on the suburbs tho just not deprived like the Orton’s are; it feels like another world.
Everyone in Town felt like a gooner this morning. There were these high schoolers and they were saying about the music w just lascivious and offensive I feel. I w totally in their vibe and it did feel that way. They said that there were pe in the area. It felt like everyone w just slithering past tbh; then the kids were gone and the vibe vanished.
I remembered when my friends used to kinda do this dance to take the pi out of like the TV theme tunes. I had this feeling when listening to older stuff. I w not able to do it, I guess I just didn’t feel that way so it w great that I actually w able this time; and it rly w a vibe.
I had all these zingers coming into my mind. I realized that that’s a threat to me, I feel bc saying that to someone is just horrid. W w I have like these thoughts. Someone saying that to me is my biggest fear, how c I reasonably put someone through that; I feel there is no excuse. I hoped that when I had got it out of my system, the ability to be so cruel w just evaporate; I mean, after all, had I not dealt w a sticky situation just by keeping my mouth shut.
I never would have adam and eve’d it, that it’s possible to level up by taking so much sh, I kinda feel; tho I one hundo feel that’s exactly how I have. G is beautiful and I adore her. Peril peril peril and I am still here, kinda felt at one point that I w getting addicted to the feeling. This life is life indeed. I feel that I followed J’s commandments and got life.
I rly do feel that I am getting younger. My ability to perceive youth is just getting stronger and stronger, I feel; a gauge, way of telling how much my hedgehog pathway is opening, and my body rejuvenating, especially my mind.
I jumped in the air today and feel that the purpose of this is to feel that my body has a young vibe. It kept me aware that no matter w people say, my biological age just seems to drop and drop, bit like a baseline.
To Dropping The Beat
K