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It’s about one pm, Ima have coffee at four

I went to a group today; finally.  I feel much better for it.  Ima understand why I felt so upset yesterday on having to leave and for multiple reasons.  I plan to go on a different day, bringing nothing w me that I mind if I lose; Idek if it’s gonna work bc I have to come home first and the bus out leaves later now.  Scratch that, Ima catch the earlier bus; maybe.  Okay, problem solved; bingo.

I felt like mega stagnant not working yesterday; tho I w telling myself that it’s totally righteous bc it w the Sabbath.  It w feel good to have a run at it this evening.  Ima set an alarm and first do some housework; just ten minutes.  I’m feeling the floor.

I’d not been to my group for two weeks, and it w be the same for tomorrow; and Thursday; even Croquet; it’s nuts, I feel; like I say, so good to be back into it all.

I must go online to the Inland Revenue; bc I have to cancel my tax for this year and keep it rolling for next year; kinda.  Actually it’s last year and this year.  It just seems like everything is computers now.  I rang up and they c do nothing, I have to do it online.

Lunch in about twenty; I’m rly hungry.  Oh sh, that means that I have to make it

Lunch went well; I had salad w it; w I prepared beforehand

It’s kinda a bit of a challenge to get enough stuff bc I buy Cola and Milk, I feel.

Ima try and find somewhere where Ima shop for clothes.  I want somewhere super cheap; tho just can’t seem to find the vibe I’m after that has good quality, I feel.  I realise that it’s an issue that w take hella time to resolve and just for me to allow time to pass and see if, when I come up w anything.

I look at H&M and feel disgusted w the stuff that they have in there.  Shein is great tho the quality is rly poor.  I’m okay w paying extra to get Shein’s vibe bc it is hella on point, I feel; so the search continues.

I feel like it’s a situation that’s similar to Affiliate Marketing.  I w just so allergic to doing w it said in the books, I feel.  I read them tho didn’t like what they suggested.  I guess Ima just have to bite the bullet and check like New Look and other sites out, like it w catch up w me in the end, I feel.

Okay; maybe if I show some products to 5.5; and say like please find me these tho in better quality; tho Ima pay less if possible.  It w 5.5 that allowed me to do Affiliate Marketing, I feel and it should be 5.5 that allows me to find the fashion I want.

I still have to wait an hour and then do some housework.  I must also do my taxes as well, before I get started on the business; like I said.

Rin should be on Today and I missed her so much.  I feel Ima tell her that, kinda.  I’ll need something to relax to so that Ima totally unwind from the day.

To Clubs

K