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It’s one pm, Ima have coffee at six

Kinda been missing some of Rin and Aryssa, due to falling asleep; have been working on the business tho, and gave myself a nice break bc I made a breakthrough w the page; the Mechanism section; and this section totally makes or breaks the page, so that’s dope, I feel.  It w rly just a case of intuiting, seeing where 5.5 w going w it and just suggesting that.  It came back w a big yes.

It’s hot today, always a wet heat.  Ima put my air cooler on and try and keep the temp in here nice; by not opening the windows; till tonight.  Lunch w be soon, I have twenty minutes.  It w involve cooking; I’ll have to have all the windows open; maybe close them right after.  That reminds me that at times like this I must have sandwiches; maybe, Idk.  It’s unlikely that we get thirty eight again, I feel.

Making sure that I take enough water; it being the difference between heatstroke or no, I feel.  Bin there don’t want to revisit that sh show.

Aim to work on the business again today and find out what that breakthrough w all about and around.  Then to tease the kinda sections that w be involved, being super careful to only ask about the first one and get that done.  So I suppose ask it what is the angle and what kinds of things w it want to be saying there.  I’m used to her now and just k what she’s gonna do w it, I feel.  She always fleshes it out before we commit to like a solid whatever it’s gonna be.

I w told that the section had pretty much written itself bc Martha had continued an open loop, a unanswered question into that section.  That w before the result.  Maybe Ima breeze through the whole thing w little to no stress; that w be super dope.  Tbh I didn’t even k that the Mechanism section c be a doozy.

Rly w like to welcome the new asmrtists into the community, I feel.  I guess at times like this it’s just comments that are nice; and polite that just ease that uncertainty; feeling that nothing more needs to be said.

Love to see people f with what they wanna do; life is short; tho perhaps not for me if I trigger my hedgehog pathway; feeling that the only way it a be safely done is through the commandments.  I guess that’s putting the cart before the horse as righteousness leads to eternal life and not the other way round I feel.

Croquet w dope.  We both won one.  Concerned about thieves I didn’t take anything w me, tho I threw caution to the wind as I felt that figuring out w to take, w stop me from getting out the door.  

I spoke to someone today who gave me some advice on abusive people.  Hopefully through the course of time I w find out that w she has said was true.  That is beginning to happen that I look back and tell myself that that person w right.  It rly w Rod Stewart and feeling that I heard the original recording and feel that he rly did have his heart stolen from him.  I seem to be aware now that that decision is a big one I feel.

To BreakThroughs

K