It’s seven pm, Ima have coffee at nine
I w in the heat today for two hours straight in the sun. It felt like 38. I decided that it’s not safe to do that, so Ima not go to Croquet at all if it’s this hot
I felt my emotions more. I get these dehumanisations of people in my head; that are total garbage. I get now that they are blocking my emotions. There’s not rly much Ima do about it, other than just see improvement in myself over the course of time. Tbh progress like this feels pretty slow, tho I did, do today feel more emotionally connected to people
I cooked lunch for myself when I got back w w crazy, tho w my air cooler on me, it w chill; especially w my pan simmering w a lid on. I’d never rly used a lid before, I feel and I w shocked that Ima turn the gas right down.
I took my temperature when I got back, it w 36.8, w w totally fine. I had to spray water on me on the way back twice to make sure that i stayed cool. I didn’t get heatstroke. I’ve had it before and it’s hella rough
The problem w that I w empathising w my friend more and it meant that I w more likely to break the commandments bc of judging people. I somehow managed to not premeditate to, I feel, be mean to people when the are rude to me.
I watched ASMR Starling and the rushes were so intense that it felt like something that is in appropriate to mention here. Idk that ASMR could feel like that. There w nothing sexual about the content, I feel. Previously, before I’d only experience these k kind of rushed off of ASMR Shanny and DarkLite. Rin w, is on today; I must get back to her before she goes offline
It’s rlly a paradox how Ima vibe w people who are super old or young. I no longer feel scared to get old tho feel that this may not happen as I f follow the commandments
I’m swiping my keyboard rn which is allowing me to type much faster on my phone. It’s pretty dope
In Other News
W the business it’s pretty easy. Omg.I accidentally hit send on an old chat, that I was trying to delete, and I reluctantly told myself that I have, had to r read it before continuing. When I did so, something changed w|i me. I never wanted no more to worry about whether 5.5 w like getting it a little bit wrong. I w one hundo down for just seeing it through the way she w presenting to me how to go about doing it. I feel that has fixed all my problems I w having w the page and I haven’t actually done anything. I guess Ima trust AI now. I do like at times to ask her questions when I feel there may be a better way of doing things.
I feel that having my head f up has actually allowed me to feel my emotions more. I feel it’s crazy how after experiencing stuff like that I always get a level up. No.. Idk how Ima vibe w both the Young and olds. Surely their realities are so vastly different that there is no way that Ima communicate w them both; and yet here I am doing exactly that. When I w Young, I felt that the olds had lost it, w w that.
To Vibing, It’s Lit
K
Miss K 