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It’s two pm, Ima have Matcha at four

Becoming more rooted in my emotions and able to feel the people around me.  I guess it takes time, as it has taken ages, I feel; and just extrapolating that, carrying it on to realise that Ima handle anyone soon, I feel.

Aryssa’s just gone live.  I missed her before.  I must have fallen asleep.  Rin w be on also.  I definitely feel that I do more sleeping at this time of day.  I guess I just crash and then wake up later; probably best to make sure that I brush my teeth.

Ima chomp like f to get on w the business.  I feel that I have got to the point where I have an exceptional page/funnel.  Ima ask her and find out if this is true, I want to k.  Like this business c make a whole lot more sense if it does; and then there’s the having to do all of it again for my next one.  W I be able to replicate all that I did; Idk.  That’s not worth worrying about and Ima not.

Feels different tho, feels like when I had made my high clickthrough ad and w feeling a lot of self esteem.  I had done that, me.  Idk if ever in my life I had put my mind to something and got such a result; I liked the feeling.  Yes, again, that may happen w the page, Ik how that feels and I want that; tbh Ima feel that already.

For me what matters is the feelings of doing this and not the result; so much.  I remember when I like needed a result to bolster my self esteem and those days felt rough; bc rly the result that comes w it is actually self esteem and if ignored it is lost, I feel.

Always aware tho that my self esteem w growing all the time I w doing it and I just appreciated every level up.

In Other News

I looked for pants, waterproof ones.  What I found w water resistant ones. The way they look is important to me and Ima pick those I feel.  I also maybe gonna get a couple of items that come out on Sunday; a keyboard and charger.  They are exactly the fit for me.  I love ALDI; been going there for a few months now.

Was able to do all my clubs last week w w good; I think, maybe I missed knitting; yes that’s right.  The heat w the issue.  I overdid it a little and just felt kinda, like Ima be more careful.

I thought about looking for friendship bracelet thread at HobbyCraft.  I want to go somewhere better bc my friend told me that she got some wool off Temu and it wasn’t any good.  That may or may not be true.

Tbh if the business hits and I never worried for so long, that w be the pièce de la resistance

The Pièce de la Resistance

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