It’s three pm, Ima have coffee in like about half an hour
It’s all good. I never had a relapse. There w be no calling my team on Mon to let them k that I c be in danger; just yet anyways.
This girl said something that I felt w vicious as f. I said, if you’re bullying me please stop. She backed the hell off; I guess to be real about it, in that situation someone w unload on someone. Earlier tho, I said it to this man and I guess that he felt that he was so he stopped talking so I c hear him. It felt like unquestionable bullying also. I am always wary when someone is claiming to protect me from people; usually in that situation the one saying it is the threat I feel.
If you’re bullying me please stop has it’s limits. I didn’t want someone knowing that I felt they were talking about me at one point so I kept my mouth shut; it w okay didn’t bother me too much. I also feel that they are all talking evil; at last I just accept w J says in that; that’s rly the reason, didn’t want him coming for me.
Missed Rin last night, blew right thru the stream in my sleep. Woke up and had some Em Louise ASMR, finally feeling like I w coming down of the trauma; feeling the tingles w just relief. This morning I w just trying not to panic w the thought of the same thing happening today. It didn’t, sometime it does. If it carries on for a few days it’s relapse street. I feel that it’s just chance on how evil the people are that I meet.
Luckily I get to keep the benefit, yea that’s w I said, of the trauma, I feel, and not have the risk of ending up w Anthrax, I feel. The funny thing w w that I ripped the antibiotic drip out of my arm and that may have saved me I feel, bc eight out of ten people who get it are dead. So that’s rly what a relapse means to me and why I just feel so annoyed when I feel that people are causing me one, yk.
Also I feel that this town is all bullies, like totally. The sh I am hearing everywhere I go; and the way that complete strangers were making f up comments to me, I feel, all yesterday, especially when I am struggling like f; I feel that that label fits quite well. This is a super duper deprived Town.
I kinda just accepted it, yk, like they are bullies and Ima just get on w it, I feel.
Ik that they k that they are, I feel, and that’s why it’s okay to say that I feel they are being one bc I need to let them k that they have gotten a little carried away I feel.
I weighed the psychological damage; y see that it’s just a deal breaker to not suffer this abuse, tho did wonder if being in this town w people like this is bad for my health, I feel. I need to not get old, it’s not rocket science. I’ve spoken to old people and what’s the most evocative thing that they say, do not get old. Ima take that seriously and if a little psychological damage is the way then it is the way, I feel.
So people gonna be saying more stupid sh like literally all the time I feel, eventually tho hopefully just not yet; they just do more and more evil sh the more I level up I feel, as I have said like a ton of times before; it’s rly my hobby horse, favourite thing to say that this sh never stops getting worse; Ima be real w you.
To Sh Getting Worse
K
Miss K 