It’s two thirty pm, Ima have coffee at six
I liked being at Mahjong today. I am getting to know the people and it is rewarding socialising w them. Ima think about leading a class at science matters; in Chemistry. It’s challenging bc there is such a difference between A Level and Degree Level; I’d rly want there to be something in between. A level is not advanced enough and degree level is just a total and utter brain mash. Also Idk where I w get the syllabus from.
I want to accept the offer tho so need to do something to kinda try to make it happen. A good start like I say is finding out how to get the material to teach it. I feel that just part one w have so much to learn that that w do for the entire course that I teach.
It w also teach me Chemistry, w I am super fond of.
I feel I have had a few days of just taking time out to make sure that I am okay; now I want to get some stuff done; the business. It moves along kinda pretty slow and at the same time super fast. That page so far got put together like lightening considering how complex the psychology and Mechanism section.
It w a whole learning process of its own. Now Ik the power of AI and that should make things so much easier. I also have nearly a whole page done and that should allow me to get a new one done, w like so much less stress.
The Proof section c also prove kinda challenging and Irdk how much of one it w be; possibly being as much so as the Mechanism, tho it doesn’t rly feel like it w be.
The last two sections tho are simple as f, I feel and when done w this next one it w be just off to the races pretty much.
Then there’s keywords and finding out which ones to use. I already have four pairs that should be good tho Idk which ones to start w. Like I have said before I have GA4 now and w be able to measure the interest, comparing them all. This w allow me to drop any that aren’t performing.
Ima not look forward tho, Ima keep in the present. I have w I am doing @tm and that is all the issue I have. Things invariably go wrong so Idek whether there’s gonna be some kinda massive issue.
Like I say hopefully, there may be a time where I am @ peace from feeling like people are tearing me; kinda. It’s rly just the cumulative, added up effect of hearing stuff like all day long. Like I say it feels like Ima die. Again, alls Ima deal w is the present moment bc that is all I have in front of me.
In Other News
I looked like a Sixties teenager. It kinda.. I w cool w it. It looked like I had slick back hair w my pony tail up. The first thing I thought of w Jerry Orbach who I feel has smoked a lot and it led to him looking like that. I let that one go pretty quick realising w I rly did look like.
To Jerry Orbach Who W On Law And Order Special Victims Unit; I Think
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