It’s about five pm, I just had coffee
I never got hella triggered today; Ima rly hope that that is something that shouldn’t rly happen that often; tho through my illness it has been a thing that has happened way too often. Idk
Ima hope to work on the business today. I w just watching Aryssa, she’s kinda bashing the rich I feel, Idk actually.
I feel that I have learnt the marketing process; like doing it w 5.5 is the same as learning it from a book; actually I feel that it is way better, tho that remains to be seen. I remember John Crestani saying that posting ads is something that people just ignores bc they don’t trust them. Ima take that w a pinch of salt. Ik from experience that ads are either gonna work or they’re not and how on earth can a person be sure that ads are gonna hit. My first one hit like f tho this is not for sure; ever. I have confidence in my ads Idk why I just do.
And
Tbh there may be AI apps for creating ads that work. Okay scratch that. So it stands to reason that if a product is no good then no one w click on the ad. Well then the first port of call is to find a product that is absolute fire, then when I make my ad I w just have that light under me to give me confidence that hopefully w inspire me to smash it out the park; or something like that.
I am kinda believing that Apple w do something highly shocking and put 2nm M5 in their iPad Mini. That w mean that Ima play Fort w hella graphics; tho I won’t be able to play w Rin bc of the latency. That’s it’s a special processor that w throttle like f’ery when plugged into power.
Ima miss Aryssa rn which is tough I feel.
I w actually confident today as opposed to be a gibbering wreck, at class. There w a new lady. Maybe Ima be able to help her w it bc she won’t be there next week and it w be a foundational class, probably won’t happen tho.
I felt like I w @ Uni while I w waiting for the bus, I liked it. I kinda own now that Ima have self compassion w all the challenges to my mental health I feel; tho like I say it feels like rn is the time to get some work done. And like I said before there is not much that needs to be done. Yes I have to hand ball a review out of a list of over a hundred w won’t be pretty. I realise what Ima say here that it won’t be long before it is done tho that may all go awry if there is some kinda major problem.
In Other News
I forgot to take my medication last night; I thought tho probably did. I had kinda thought that that had given me the sh day that I had tho like I say worked out that I had done.
I haven’t used my new jacket yet, it hasn’t been cold enough. There w be days when I need to take it out to keep warm a little, probably soon; rly can’t believe that it’s September tomorrow.
I’ve done good w living in between my means and that should mean that I get my iPad Mini in October, tho Ima keep an eye on some trainers that may end up a bit cheaper.
To Having A Reasonable Day; So Far
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