It’s nearly three pm, Ima have coffee at seven
Okay so I feel today is a doozy. I w in ALDI and these two Asian people, a couple, were slagging off, I feel.. first she said.. it w like miss Harry or something; also they c have been talking about me, Idk. She said pop, I feel, w means, get upset, then like light em up, w I feel means like a evil comment that rots a person from w|i and does extreme psychological damage, tho it takes the person quite a while to get there. I feel he said, she spoke to you.
Ima break it down. When He says, she spoke to you, maybe he’s just asserting, saying that the victim, gets offended when they are just words, I feel; w I’ve heard my neighbor do I feel in a similar way; I feel he’s a sociopath. I feel they are very much potential serial ki; based on that when someone w zero empathy is stood up to that is w triggers it I feel.
And when I got home, w w I not upset. I made me dinner and just didn’t forget anything; it’s a complicated meal, I feel. I w only able to get Mediterranean chicken and the box w damaged, slightly open tho I didn’t k it when I bought it. I felt that the Biryani spices w have disagreed w the flavour so left them out; it w actually quite nice. Like how the f am I not upset; I feel this is down to J’s commandments.
Aryssa once said something like her head is f from being on the internet for ten years. Ima totally resonate w this, to use Alyse Parker’s words. I feel that this is the actual issue; why the f did hearing that not bother the f out of me, w is w w me. This has happened before. I feel it’s J’s commandments. The not judging and worrying.. just eradicates the natural mind, brain response to something like that, I feel after years of practicing it. I feel it actually severs the judgement and worry response altogether; so when they kick in to raise the cortisol like a f rocket ship, there is just a little fizz and then it pops like a cork and that’s it.
Side note. If standing up to someone w ASPD w always, w|o fail result in a serial ki, I feel; then perhaps me not giving a sh for what they said w do the same bc they feel that they had no power over me at all and that may make them feel the same way.
I rly feel I need to talk to Aryssa over this, being like I say, someone experienced in handling sh like this and not even being bothered, Idk. Maybe Ima ask her if Ima slide in her comments on Discord. I’m rly waiting for the other shoe to drop, tho not.
Maybe I’m like an alien, who has farmed Neurons up the wazoo, so far that I literally have the mind of one of these aliens w a huge head; Ima not kid, that’s what Ima think.
In Other News
Shanny’s, f around in your skull and remove a bit of this and that, video w so f dope I just had to leave a comment trying my f hardest to say how it hit.
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