It’s about eleven pm, Ima have coffee at three
I felt like someone called me racist today; and I got embarrassed; then on the way home someone said, I feel, that I w one of the good ones, and it w quite a juxtaposition, opposites happening together.
In Other News
It feels like I have cracked the Proof section of my funnel/sales page. It took quite a lot of work to get 5.5 to mark these up. It got things wrong a lot, and I just perpetually needed to keep trying to sort it out. Eventually I ended up w a glyph, highlight that w consistent between all three reviews; w is necessary for the feel of the page and the conversions that a come from that; hopefully.
The page has a very strong psychological hook, w hopefully w power the page enough to mean that w a high performing ad I w be off to the races. Go time may not be that far away; tho like I say over and over things usually go wrong and Idek what the next issue w be; like the marking up of the reviews, w turned out to be a bit of a nightmare, kinda.
And
I w watching Outer Banks w I like. I need to watch like roughly a whole series before Ima watch the latest one. I have been wanting to see it since I w scared for what happened to Jayce, at the end of what I saw last. It’s just perpetually them getting screwed over and over, robbed again and again; things just endlessly going south.
That’s w it’s like in business I feel; just things going south all the time and rescuing the situation over and over endlessly until eventually, hopefully things work out; not for the faint of heart I feel.
Alicia Keys sings, If I can make it here I can make it anywhere, that’s what they say. I kinda feel the same about this town; like if Ima make it here then Ima survive anywhere; like travel the world and live in different places; tho I need to make it here before I gots a shot anywhere else. It’s kinda hard I feel just working on myself all the time and trying to level up just to get some kinda relief from feeling like people are being toxic all the time. The walk to town I feel is hella scary. In fact I feel that it requires more concentration that playing croquet and all the psychological part of the game that there is; ngl that just don’t seem right just going for a walk tho it is w it is, I feel.
Anyways, after learning the whole marketing system I feel I’m well placed to make marketing efforts on other sh even if this bi don’t work out; so it is like Tatiana said, if I have anything of value from doing this business model for a long time is what I have learnt, bc it w allow me, if I lose everything to make a start back on getting back up there. She is into selling on Amazon. I looked into it years ago tho blocked the sales calls bc I just didn’t have the money to learn how to do it; and it w a good job I feel, bc of the bad experience I feel I had w hard sales tactics from Learn To Trade. It w one of the low points of my life; and felt like I w dissociated like I w all through my youth; just need to validate that being in that situation had me rly that stressed out fr I feel, it’s a total mash and something I’d rather forget about. I just always wonder if I w always the issue and it never rly goes away, I feel; tho through time, as I learn decent human behavior I just feel more and more aware as I learn to distinguish between w is abuse and w is not, that I feel more comfortable in the decision that I made getting away from all that; knowing I feel that every living person out there w not put up w something that w harming them, I feel.
To Staying Safe
K
