Hey

It’s four thirty pm, Ima have coffee at six

Today had its issues.  Ima not talk about it bc I feel it w mess me up

I’m working on getting the spacing right on my page

I made myself Biryani when I got home and ate it hungrily.

I went out and people watched for a while trying to get some work done.  I’m trying to sort the spacing out on my page which is requiring that I learn the inns and outs of Hostinger

Just stopped for some honey nut cornflakes

Ima have an issue with this phone linking two words together.  It means that I can’t click on the word I want to change; added to the fact it always types any word but the.  This is slide to type.

I felt attractive today, not as hot as yesterday tho.  When the challenging people’s behaviour happened I still felt attractive w w appreciated; probably due to the fact I didn’t judge them.  One lady sat just looking at me the whole time, till I threw my hands up in the air as if to say, great, the whole time I’m sat here she’s gonna stare at me.  I did think that she maybe had some kinda mental illness as that is deemed rude by all normal people I feel.

The next thing that happened Ima not explain bc it w require, need me to say what someone said to me and I’m not comfortable w that.  I did feel tho that she w a sexual predator under the pretence of bringing me to Jesus.  I told her three times to go away and then third time she listened.

I feel that there is a genre of predator that comes up to me making out like I’m hurt offering to help me when all they want is to fulfil their sexual needs.  I feel that is truly disgusting.

I w messed up a little all day bc of these two things happening I feel; tho I never lost sight of people not being trying to monopolise the fact that I w upset tho I feel that a couple did.  There was this guy who greeted me on the street.  I felt he w just a Gooner.

Also

I learned that in other countries not so much the developed ones, people will go out and socialise more, I feel.

Then

When I got back I had the hallucination that everyone w being snide like 24.7.  That’s not good bc it means that I’m in danger of losing it In the worst way possible I feel, felt.

To Keeping Attractive

K


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