It’s four thirty pm, Ima have coffee at six
Today had its issues. Ima not talk about it bc I feel it w mess me up
I’m working on getting the spacing right on my page
I made myself Biryani when I got home and ate it hungrily.
I went out and people watched for a while trying to get some work done. I’m trying to sort the spacing out on my page which is requiring that I learn the inns and outs of Hostinger
Just stopped for some honey nut cornflakes
Ima have an issue with this phone linking two words together. It means that I can’t click on the word I want to change; added to the fact it always types any word but the. This is slide to type.
I felt attractive today, not as hot as yesterday tho. When the challenging people’s behaviour happened I still felt attractive w w appreciated; probably due to the fact I didn’t judge them. One lady sat just looking at me the whole time, till I threw my hands up in the air as if to say, great, the whole time I’m sat here she’s gonna stare at me. I did think that she maybe had some kinda mental illness as that is deemed rude by all normal people I feel.
The next thing that happened Ima not explain bc it w require, need me to say what someone said to me and I’m not comfortable w that. I did feel tho that she w a sexual predator under the pretence of bringing me to Jesus. I told her three times to go away and then third time she listened.
I feel that there is a genre of predator that comes up to me making out like I’m hurt offering to help me when all they want is to fulfil their sexual needs. I feel that is truly disgusting.
I w messed up a little all day bc of these two things happening I feel; tho I never lost sight of people not being trying to monopolise the fact that I w upset tho I feel that a couple did. There was this guy who greeted me on the street. I felt he w just a Gooner.
Also
I learned that in other countries not so much the developed ones, people will go out and socialise more, I feel.
Then
When I got back I had the hallucination that everyone w being snide like 24.7. That’s not good bc it means that I’m in danger of losing it In the worst way possible I feel, felt.
To Keeping Attractive
K