Author: womankirsty
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Hey
I’m at home. I won’t have enough time down Ferry Meadows to write. I’ve got half an hour, before I must leave. Croquet is in the afternoon, and I’ve brought a sandwich to keep me going; and some biscuits. I’ve got to get a ton of shopping, so I’ve brought my big bag. I never got to…
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It’s like three am. I’ve had about four hours sleep. I’ve kinda been struggling w persecution, all day; yay. I get outta the throws of these feelings, and realize that people aren’t the monsters that they felt like. I think it’s bc I w ill. I had this killer headache, w w a sign that something else…
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Persecutions I had today, were, this guy, looking at me like I w a stunner; and this guy, pulling his hand up to this head, a sort of nervous thing that people do in this town; not rly anything. I’m down Ferry Meadows, Having my pre beer Coke. It tastes great this time, w is weird,…
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It’s like two thirty am, and I’m having my coffee. I have done quite a bit of walking, and I haven’t hurt my leg. I guess it’s okay as long as I go slow. It w take me a little longer to get into Town. It’s beer day Today; I have one down Ferry Meadows. I w write…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows, having a Coke I feel that I have just been persecuted. I feel that the way this works in this town, is me feeling uncomfortable around people. J says, jump for joy, bc great is your reward in heaven; so I have racked up one heaven point, for it; and Ima spend…
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It’s one thirty am; the hour of the hunt. I’ve had a slice of bread, so that I don’t wig out being hungry. I don’t eat until six. I got to thinking w J says. He says, tho you are evil; and also says, why do you call me good, only one is good and that is…
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I’m down the pub. It’s nice to be sat here w a beer. I spoke w my psychiatrist, this morning. She’s a new girl. She, just wants to get me off it; soon. Like, there’s gonna be another step down in medication in three months; even tho it’s the autumn/winter. I want to go about looking for part…
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I dreamed I saw Eminem w living in a tiny flat w a broken roof. I went to see him; and brought him some waterproof trainer covers, a quilt cover, that matched w he had, w seemed to be a synchronicity. He said we c have dinner out of a dumpster, pizza; if there w two…
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It’s four thirty in the morning. I realized why not worrying has been such a thing w me. I w traumatized by something that happened when I w very young. From that moment on I constantly thought, as a way to deal, bc I felt I wasn’t being loved. It w w me all my life until…
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I’ve hurt my leg. I w need to get the bus to my clubs. It w hurting like a week ago; so I didn’t walk one day and it got better; now it’s back. I think I’ll have to be careful for a bit longer. I have to make sure that I still go to my clubs,…
Miss K 