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My reality caved in this morning. I w applying for work; and I got rejected bc of my psychological questionnaire. I felt that w it, and I w meet that every time. The world felt so f up. Like how c people reject me, bc of just being different. That’s why my answers were different, bc I am different. People…
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It’s three am, and I have my coffee Ima have to start applying for work. The guy, at the agency, I went to, is not hitting me back. My favourite site is glassdoor. I want to have a nice Christmas, and that w only happen, if I’m working. It’s also affecting my self esteem, like it has, the…
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It’s all about control. When I control my mind, I control myself from having a relapse. It’s control in a good way. This is why my psychiatrist speaks well of me. It w only empathic of her to let me k, that, I am smashing it. Tbh, I feel crazy as a guy on steroids, tho, it seems to be…
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It’s midnight, and I have my coffee Idk if I gaslit someone today. I’m not judging either way. Ik that it’s super unhealthy, and that it causes emotional pain to people. One option is to say, I’m pretty sure, not that it definitely didn’t happen. I’m scared that it w make me unattractive, if I am rude…
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My vape turns itself on; no bueno. I think it’s bc any vibration disconnects the battery momentarily and when it comes back, it’s automatically on, dumb af. I w on the bus, and it felt like I w behind some very evil people. I looked at the n’a next to me, and he just looked like,…
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Ik that everyone struggles. Ik that it’s part of having empathy, that everyone seems upset a lot. I guess that’s why they say that 2/3 woman have anxiety and 1/3 men. I feel that women’s is so high bc of being physically smaller and fearing attack. This is something that I w completely unaware of, when I w…
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Had a good day today; at knit and natter; and then shopping on the way home, and I little bit of cleaning when I got back. I walked past the school and c feel all their feelings, w just made me so chill. I felt like if Ima feel that then there is nothing w w…
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It’s like four thirty am, I have my coffee. I asked the Google Ads lady, c she please stop contacting me. I.. thought about people I feel are toxic. I thought how the only way, I feel, to level up is to get rid of them out of my life, and then the respectful people w come…
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Being a new born baby; that is the answer. When I’m stressing, I just say to myself, Idk anything, I’m just a new born baby; Idc. It’s being at peace w having no knowledge whatsoever. That is the key for me managing my anxiety. It rly works. I’ve heard, that, creating a reality that is iron clad,…
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I walked past a busker, w my fingers in my ears. He thought I w being rude, I feel, and played as loud as he c. Then he lost it and started hitting the wrong notes, I feel. This made me double down on not judging. I have to not let people think that I’m having something against…
Miss K 