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I had a nice ride down here. I’m wondering whether I w apply to SuperDry on Mon; and possibly Next as well. I have to keep it completely out of my head. That’s how I deal. I feel like I’m totally out of my mind; tho the more I feel this way, the more I like…
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It’s like four am; and I’m having my coffee. It’s Sunday, so I won’t be doing any work today. I might go shopping tho. There’s nothing that I need rly. I feel well clear of having a relapse, tbh. Ima tell my psychiatrist, to set my medication at 2mg I’m thinking about this post that w on Tumblr…
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It’s dwinkies today. I’m going down Ferry Meadows. I don’t have any clubs today. I watched The Order, again yesterday. I felt nuts. I feel it may be bc I am being gaslit in my life, tho, when I watched it I felt sane and that there w nothing w w me. I always feel nuts. I had this…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows, having a Coke. I got a sandwich, and some samosas for lunch, w is good, bc, I need something cheap, bc I have croquet in a bit. I w having this problem, where I w freak out bc of being hungry. I don’t think it’s hunger per se, I just feel that I…
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I had a nice beer yesterday. On the way home, I fell and hurt my ankle. I’ll have to be careful on it today, and make sure that I don’t walk too fast. I had a conversation with my friend about relapse and how I’ve been feeling. She thinks I’ll be okay. I told her that the way Ima…
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I’m down the pub, having a nice beer. I have a book on feeling scared, w I read this morning. I think that that w a problem that I had, w that, I w ashamed of feeling scared; like walking around not knowing if anything is gonna happen, yk, stuff like that. I feel the environment…
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I had anxiety yesterday. It w one hell of a ride and quite fun. I felt like my life w over, that I w gonna end up having a relapse. I felt that everyone w trying to get attention off of me and I w avoiding people who I felt were doing it, tho the problem w…
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It’s two am, and I have my coffee. It’s a Columbian. I’m trying not to think, the bad thoughts are coming after me. That is the problem some of the time, that my thoughts are so toxic that they are doing me harm, and I have to stop thinking completely. I have croquet today. I’ll have to…
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It’s like four in the morning or something. I just got up. I’ve got knit and natter today. I’m scared Ima have a relapse, kinda. It shouldn’t happen bc I haven’t got schizoaffective disorder, tho it might bc the medication is black box and it could do me, coming off of it. I struggled yesterday w feeling like…
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I have bowling today; and then Ima go to the hospital to pick up my prescription. It’s about two in the morning rn I like that I am able to get up so early. It means that I’m not sleeping in late, w I rly don’t like. It’s bc I’m not having too much caffeine, that I’m able…
Miss K 