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It’s four thirty pm, I’m having coffee in about an hour Today w a rl challenge, dealing w w people were saying, walking three miles back.  I w okay tho, I guess.  I phoned my friend when I got back.  She had told me ages ago that that w be okay, when I w scared. I took my…

It’s eight thirty pm, I have my coffee I’m aware that I mustn’t check on the business, until it has run for a while.  It’s okay to check on my ads tho, to see how they are doing. I w thinking about judgement.  I just wanted to be a kid, and for it to not be in…

It’s about twelve thirty pm, I have my coffee I have been remembering my youth.  I never even thought that someone c do anything.  I never had this awareness of any danger.  I used to walk to school two miles. It feels to me like I am back there; like one massive jump from there to now.  It feels…

It’s two thirty pm, I’m having coffee soon I’m well glad, that I’m not on less medication.  People are saying all kinds of whatever around me, and I have to deal.  Sometimes they are talking right to me. I managed to get an emergency prescription, from the chemists.  I had to ring 111 first and get a assessment…

It’s one pm, I’m having coffee soon. I have to stop the ad campaign, bc I have one already paused and Ima just start it in Meta.  That way I don’t have to lose money as it starts up. Things are a go; everything is ready and running.  Feel pretty indifferent about it tho. Maybe Ima scale…

It’s one thirty pm, I had coffee a while ago. Today feels more like I’m aware, of w is going on.  I guess I’ve come down off of lowering my medication. This had to happen sooner or later.  I’ve been able to handle my groups, much better. I don’t think I w in kid reality; bc I…

It’s two pm, I’m having coffee soon. Idek what to say.  I just believe.  I feel that I am getting younger. I have to make sure that this continues.  It’s not something that Ima worry about.  It kinda seems like good news.  I just feel that Ima keep following J’s commandments, and it w lead to life. I mustn’t judge…

It’s about two thirty pm, coffee’s on. I realised that I hallucinate at all times.  It w quite a shock.  This probably means that one day I w be able to come off the medication as it doesn’t actually increase my hallucinations by that much. Yea, it w sad to have to own it; and good also.  Like…

It’s twelve thirty pm, I’ve had coke. I liked being out.  It seems like a nice world out there. I w challenged w the way I felt about people, over the last twelve hours.  I went back up to 2mg. W the business, I have a main image for the page, and the general text for the…

It’s one pm, I had an energy drink I woke up last night and maybe I wasn’t breathing.  I tried to breathe, and my soul w not connected to my body.  Unperturbed, I went back to sleep.  When I woke, I remembered w happened. Today w such vibes.  Ferry Meadows; it w rly on the way back that I…