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It’s two pm, I’m I had Coke Zero at twelve It’s kinda a lot; that people understand so much about people.  Tho I feel seen, even tho I haven’t told them anything. In Other News Like I said before I w going for the rush.  I felt that when I w challenged in being able to deal,…

It’s four pm, Having coffee in forty five minutes Had this funny experience this morning.  I had someone kinda treat me in a way that I guess a lot of people w find humiliating, Idk.  And then afterwards, I felt like this butterflies in my tummy.  It went on all the way to group. I felt like my…

It’s about one pm, I’ve had Coke Zero I got all my shopping from ALDI today.  I w challenged w having to choose between their Pepsi and Coke Zero.  I didn’t see the Coke and got the Pepsi; then I w walking away and I had to stop and just take a moment.  I authentically didn’t know whether…

It’s one pm, I’m having coffee at three Antisocial; that’s how it kinda felt; to just have those feelings around people making comments; rly the first time that I w okay w it. I guess that’s good news.  And thinking that I wanted to go to London.  My late friend said that it w a very impersonal…

It’s about one pm, I had coffee at eleven I feel that I saw and heard a lot of evil people today, tho I’m not qualified to use that word tho I guess people w relate to it. It w crazy.  I w at the Building Society and for some reason I felt insecure, and I…

It’s four pm, I’m having coffee in two hours I hallucinated so hard today.  It felt like I had smoked something.  I thought to myself that I w lucky to be tripping out so much.  I guess I’m one hundo on placebo, I feel. It calmed down w w one hell of a relief.  Tbh I feel that a…

It’s two pm, I’ve had coffee I had this feeling today that I hadn’t had before.  It w about, when it feels like people are saying stuff.  I w asking myself about safety.  What if there w no threat.  W if it w just safe from that threat, that specific threat. It kinda shocked me w I w thinking.  Then…

It’s one thirty pm, I had coffee at craft I have been challenged w w people have been saying.  I have been making sure that Ima not zweeb. It started this morning.  I felt scared that this might happen and wondered if I should think about how to avoid it.  I rejected this and decided that I w…

It’s two pm, I had coffee at class Ima handle a lot more of the things people say.  I feel this is down to just not being on medication.  It’s a super dope thing.  Of course it’s also down to following J’s commandments. I’m doing well at not zweebing; even when like someone has said something, I feel,…

It’s one pm, I had Coke Zero a little while ago Just rang 111 bc of feeling scared for meningitis, bc of a rash.  The call handler spoke to me and a doctor should ring me w|i the hour.  I decided to not go to the shop and came straight home.  I feel a little scared.  They told me…