Month: Aug 2026

It’s four thirty am, I just had coffee I w given a whole section to put before my Marcus section in my Mechanism.  The thing tho is that Idk whether this is the first part of the Mechanism section or if it has given me another Light problem awareness section; w w be super dope if…

It’s about half seven am, Ima have coffee nine-ish. I w thinking about teen prostitutes in the eighties, except they were actually kids w w being ra by Pakistani illegal immigrants.  If there is something rotten in society, some major injustice; then Ima just wait thirty years for things to change.  I got that from Aryssa btw.…

It’s about two pm, Ima have Matcha at three; maybe, maybe at four I went to Mahjong.  I managed to keep my head straight all the games.  I got triple knitting at the end; w is worth one thousand.  I w fishing on it when we packed up.  I w just super chill.  I wasn’t worrying about which hand to…

It’s four pm, Ima have coffee rn I had Matcha and CBD Kinda got the feeling like it ain’t gonna work; w I had when I w fw my ad trying to make it hit.  It’s a feeling that went on for like two or three weeks, till I tried w worked; so I guess that…

It’s two pm, Ima have Matcha at four Becoming more rooted in my emotions and able to feel the people around me.  I guess it takes time, as it has taken ages, I feel; and just extrapolating that, carrying it on to realise that Ima handle anyone soon, I feel. Aryssa’s just gone live.  I missed her…

It’s six pm, I just had coffee My day w interesting; people saying a lot of sh that w a challenge to deal w; tho I did.  I w upset for a little while in the morning tho the rest of the day went pretty good.  Something also happened a bit later tho it didn’t bother me…

It’s two pm, Ima have Matcha and CBD at six I wanna do like ten minutes of housework today, so that it brings me up to the amount I feel Ima do.  Idk.  I feel like tidying the kitchen.  The worktops look a bit lacklustre. I just rang the Samaritans.  I feel Ima hold too much in.  I feel tho…