Month: Aug 2026

It’s two thirty pm, Ima have coffee at six I liked being at Mahjong today.  I am getting to know the people and it is rewarding socialising w them.  Ima think about leading a class at science matters; in Chemistry.  It’s challenging bc there is such a difference between A Level and Degree Level; I’d rly want there…

It’s about a quarter to six pm, I just had coffee I had this crazy experience; it kinda made sense.  I felt like everything that everyone said w like the most hateful insults ever.  I kinda figured that, it may have been just the way my mind painted everything; after someone w not let me past on…

It’s three thirty pm, Ima have coffee in a minute Today went well.  I visited my psychiatrist and it w good; she w understanding, I felt.  Ima hope to be doing some therapy, dek what kind it w by or why I said yes to it; rly didn’t want to do the reds therapy, there w something…

It’s about three pm, Ima have coffee at six I feel that I w bullied today, bc I have felt this way before and back then it was.  I said, if you’re bullying me please stop and he didn’t I feel.  I feel that it has left me ill; that I may be hallucinating soon and may…

It’s three pm, Ima have coffee in like about half an hour It’s all good.  I never had a relapse.  There w be no calling my team on Mon to let them k that I c be in danger; just yet anyways. This girl said something that I felt w vicious as f.  I said, if you’re bullying…

It’s one pm, Ima have coffee at four Ima have to make this count I feel bc if I ring the Samaritans my neighbours w start.  It ended w someone mocking me bc I put my hand to cover my pin number bc I felt everyone w looking.  A woman knocked him down a peg or two.…

It’s nearly one pm, Ima have coffee at six I feel that people may be, being friendly on the way to town, tho I don’t like it.  I feel upset even thinking about it; it feels like they are trying to use me. So last night someone w burning rubbish I feel and I had to…

It’s two thirty pm, Ima have coffee at six I just got someone ask me for ___.  I am a little triggered; from earlier as well just feeling scared on the way home.  I felt like someone w gonna take my water. It’s hot as f; and humid like a bi. I felt scared that I w…

It’s about six pm, I had Dr Poppet at about four Offence.. feeling people are super duper evil and psychopathic I guess you would if you didn’t have that just awareness of w things meant yk If it’s a black void then the mind fills it w something offensive And when it’s offence after offence,…

It’s about three pm, Ima have CBD any minute Idek what is going on w me rn.  Ima hear people talking who aren’t probably talking.  The things they are saying, tho make such an amount of sense.  Idk if Ima lose my f mind, tho I’m not worrying about having CBD; tbh having caffeine c do as bad.…