Month: Aug 2026

It’s about five pm, I just had coffee I never got hella triggered today; Ima rly hope that that is something that shouldn’t rly happen that often; tho through my illness it has been a thing that has happened way too often.  Idk Ima hope to work on the business today.  I w just watching Aryssa, she’s…

It’s eleven am, Ima have a nice Colombian at four So one of my reviews got lost.  Hopefully at least Ima ask which list of reviews it came from; then Ima hand ball that son of a bitch out of one of those lists. Also Must find out if Ima use a controller for fort; rly…

It’s eight thirty am, Ima have cola at ten Then rain is coming.  It’ll probably start getting cold just before.  I have a jumper and hella waterproof gear.  It’ll be doing it all day, I feel I got some work done on the business last night.  I have reviews laid out.  I now have to pick between a couple of…

It’s about two pm, Ima have coffee at five I put the phone down on the Doctor.  Ima not go into it bc I’m not comfortable sharing like private conversations.  I feel that I w just practising my boundaries and, I guess wasn’t very good at it, tho I did like I say, manage to say no.…

It’s five pm, Ima have coffee at ten This morning I’m back to not thinking In the mornings It w evening.  I w all f up, trying a hold it down; watching Starling asmr, I tried not thinking.  A thought popped into my head.  I thought I’ll think it and see w happens.  It took me out of the…

I feel like I’ve lost my f mind; or something of that sort.  It’s a commitment; to just listen to people making endless lascivious comments I feel and not resist them in any way.  Insane bc I feel it c spell my death; tho it could spell my death speaking up against it the whole time; as…

It’s about six thirty, Ima have coffee rn, a smooth columbian. Just waiting for that bubbling and fresh coffee Maybe it w the coffee that made me delusional.  I found myself feeling like everyone w talking about me this morning when I w in the mall.  I kept saying like stop and no and, if you’re bullying…

It’s about two pm, Ima have coffee at four I’ve been saying, if you’re bullying me please stop, a few times.  I just feel that I w be saying it for the rest of my life.  People seem to be saying hateful stuff that feels like it is about me, I feel; w there w be no…

It’s seven pm, I just had coffee and lunch I stayed in today, I just didn’t feel well; not like ill or anything just like I couldn’t walk all the way to the thing I w gonna do; did go down the shops a couple of times tho, to get some items that were only…

It’s three thirty pm, Ima have coffee in ten minutes I’ve wanted to say this since I got home; I, fr, felt like a Fort skin.  It started when I w waiting for the bus @ Hampton; the way I moved my like pelvis, I guess.  Then I just kept shining it.  It lasted like roughly all the…