Author: womankirsty

It’s about two am, Ima have coffee at five The AI I am using Ima kinda struggle w.  It is doing the marking up of the reviews different every time.  Ima bring this issue to 5.5 every time it happens and hopefully we a work something out.  It’s something that Ima need a rest from quite a lot,…

It’s nearly three pm, Ima have coffee at seven Okay so I feel today is a doozy.  I w in ALDI and these two Asian people, a couple, were slagging off, I feel..  first she said.. it w like miss Harry or something; also they c have been talking about me, Idk.  She said pop, I feel, w…

It’s three pm, Ima have coffee at six I feel that Apple are such ba; the clock on the iPhone never tells the time, I feel.  I w just cleaning up and have no idea how long I w doing it for. I got pretty far today w|o losing it, till I got locked into the…

It’s half eight pm, I just had coffee I said it to myself again, that I felt that my mom has ASPD.  I felt this w the only thing that w help me to heal from emotionally unstable personality disorder.  It’s caused by a schit, w is me blaming me for things that are my mom’s responsibility,…

It’s three pm, I’m having coffee rn I didn’t take my Mulberry and took it later.  I felt that it may be making me sick.  Tbh I feel that Mulberry and Ginseng are about the same w their potency.  I feel that I only need the Mulberry to open my hedgehog pathway enough.  I guess if I took Ginseng…

It’s five pm, Ima have coffee at eight I feel I’ve been dealing w a lot of ra.  I’ve been getting lascivious comments that felt like they came from that kinda person, fr.  I feel that it affected my mental health pretty badly tho I never had the hallucinations Ima die, probably bc I took it easy…

It’s two thirty am, I’m having coffee Yesterday I kinda felt a relapse coming on.  I w thinking about The Gospel Of Thomas and that usually happens then.  I also started hallucinating while I w at Knit and Natter; tho Ik that they were hallucinations and just ignored them.  That’s the the thing w hallucinations, that if I…

It’s about seven pm, Ima have coffee at midnight First I categorised thoughts as being either soft or hard thoughts.  Now I’m feeling that hard thoughts are too dark; that makes it easier to stop thinking them.  I realised that I w thinking too much and just needed to slow my thoughts down.  This worked super well.  I w…

It’s half nine pm, I just had coffee Well I stabbed my finger good; when chopping an onion.  It always happens when I am thinking; usually some stupid sh talking trash about someone.  This time I w fantasising about being a chef and telling someone how to chop, yea no kidding. I f myself up yesterday by…

It’s eight thirty, Ima have coffee in a couple of minutes I feel so f crazy w all the f up sh that’s going through my head.  I guess that’s why it’s good to let it out.  I guess let it out is probably the wrong way to say it as it has the connotation that Ima…