Author: womankirsty

It’s about one thirty pm, Ima have coffee at two Today w wac.  I felt challenged w w someone said, then someone came to me and asked why I didn’t look okay.  I told her.  She reassured me that everyone cares if I’m upset. I heard these comments; and decided to not judge.  Ik that if I didn’t judge,…

It’s two pm, I just had coffee I managed to not judge, on walking home.  It’s a rl achievement.  I thought about having a rest today tho felt that when I took it easy, it didn’t work. Idk whether the business w work tho Ima give it a try. I nearly cried on the way home; bc…

It’s one pm, I had Coke Zero I w out today.  I sat outside and just felt the breeze and felt the feelings around me.  It is new to me, being able to do that.  I like it. It has been a few days now, also w the challenges of feeling a kinda way. It’s a challenge not…

It’s one thirty pm, I had Coke Zero a little while ago. I w challenged w w someone said today.  Otherwise I had a good day.  I went out in the sun and lay outside. In Other News W the business, I wanna find out how to create a new website, w a theme, so that Ima…

It’s one pm, Ima have coffee at five Something happened today.  I just found myself in reality.  It w totally out of left field.  It lasted all day and Ima try and stay in it.  I liked it. I felt challenged w feeling weird, so I had something to eat.  I found that I started to judge people to begin…

It’s almost ten am, Ima have Coke Zero at eleven I just came to realising it’s okay to not be okay.  I have to be aware that being challenged w being badly destabilised can lead to a relapse and needing help. Many people, if not every person out there, experience this from time to time. Later…

It’s two pm, I’m having coffee at five Not demoning it has rly become the theme.  I stuck fast to it all the way through my group.  On the way home w a bit of a challenge feeling like someone had said something, w made me make sure that I didn’t demon it all the while I…

It’s two pm, I’m having coffee at six I got to thinking that I had a demon.  I w challenged w feeling that I spent all my time trying not to wake it. I concentrated on this all the way home, not waking the demon and allowed myself to think.  It worked rly well.  I am still trying…

It’s one pm, I’m having coffee at five I didn’t think all the way home.  I do that sometimes, just have a break from it.  Getting towards home, I kept the demons out of my head, then now, I have the feeling that I am good. Just took my pills, still on the medication, kinda, if I…

It’s one pm, I’m having coffee at six I just had challenges trying to quell feelings w|i me that people were evil.  I managed it, all day, and never had any issues w feeling that people were saying sh. Looking forward to I felt it, the reality of my youth, almost in full.  It w so welcome.  It…