Author: womankirsty

It’s one pm, I’ve had an energy drink It w nice down Ferry Meadows, like yesterday.  I decided to go down there instead of a long walk.  Both w take me four hours. I’ve installed a Google Tag on my page.  This w allow me to see how many people click the Button.  Hopefully it’s all working and in…

It’s one pm, I’ve had an energy drink, it’s got me a bit chongy I got to thinking about feeling triggered; like, it’s not even something that people notice.  I had two guys say hello to me.  It got me thinking about this girl, doll said that had, mondo pretty privilege. I had just, a millisecond before…

It’s about half one, I had Coke Zero earlier I w telling myself, not to have derogatory thoughts about people, at my club; it worked.  I liked being there. I learned of unexplained phenomena from JF Hailey.  I assumed that it kinda happened when someone comes through their twenties.  I hold that the same thing is happening to…

It’s about twelve, Ima have coffee soon. I went for another long walk.  For some reason, the vibes were coming through to me, like taking people for who they were.  I had missed this reality And as I came back and having challenging thoughts; w it just that I w changing my activity that w bringing them…

It’s two pm.  Coffee is conspicuous by its absence. I just couldn’t do it, make one. I feel that I am becoming more stable.  Idk what happened, I guess I’m on placebo, so when I took less I rly was taking less.  It’s working out alright tho, Ima finally tell myself that; and it works even tho Ik. Ima become…

It’s two thirty pm, I have my coffee Did some shopping on the way back; remembered like two things I had to do. I thought about the reality I’m in.  I’m in the right reality; and I’m lucky to be in this reality.  I get to enjoy content I like, bc Ima deal w it. I w…

It’s twelve pm, I have my coffee I carried a melon, all the way back from the shop. The Glitch This is an Instagram thing.  I have yet to read up on it and how to get round it.  It’s Sunday today so it’ll wait.  AI had probably come up w the answer.. bc it well knows w…

It’s three pm, I’ve had coffee It hit me, I’m feeling everything I should be feeling, I’m off it.  The last batch must have been 1’s.  I liked realising this a lot; like I say, I c feel all my feelings; and it’s been so long.  Fourteen years in fact. That aside, my symptoms just got to much…

I’m due to have coffee in half an hour, it’s nine-ish. So, I got the Tempura vegetables.  I w rly looking for the pots, tho they stopped that line.  It gives me something nice to have, sort of late.  Maybe w some kinda dip in a bottle type thing, Idk, gotta find out how to cook it. I…

It’s five thirty, I’m having coffee soon The challenge of hallucinations has lessened, a little.  My heart goes out to anyone w has this condition. I rang a few people; they told me things to do, like distract myself from these hallucinations.  I started taking my pills properly at least a week ago, so things should eventually…