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It’s two pm, Ima have Matcha and CBD at six I wanna do like ten minutes of housework today, so that it brings me up to the amount I feel Ima do.  Idk.  I feel like tidying the kitchen.  The worktops look a bit lacklustre. I just rang the Samaritans.  I feel Ima hold too much in.  I feel tho…

It’s seven pm, Ima have coffee at midnight I have been working on the page.  I feel Ima narrow it down to like the first paragraph in the Mechanism section.  I need to ask 5.5 if it’s too strong for my Taylor style.  I also saw a place on my chat, where it said that there is one…

Ima have coffee rn; it’s two pm Coffee’s on; I never got the bins out.  They normally come well after two, so I do it at like seven in the morning; they came at seven.  My neighbour spoke to me.  I feel rly passionate about doing my best to make sure that I get the bins out for…

It’s seven pm, Ima have coffee at nine I w in the heat today for two hours straight in the sun.  It felt like 38.  I decided that it’s not safe to do that, so Ima not go to Croquet at all if it’s this hot I felt my emotions more.  I get these dehumanisations of people in…

It’s one pm, Ima have coffee at six I just kinda holded the energy of Idk.  There w lots of things that Idk.  That’s a way of keeping anxiety at bay for me. I w in the shop; and I got the guy to get me two bags.  Long story short it’s okay to not know how to…

It’s about eleven thirty pm, Ima have coffee at five am. I kinda feel like my hedgehog pathway w be wide open at some point.  Ik that kids misbehave, I mustn’t do this.  It feels like it’s somewhere between open and fully open.  I am not holding my breath.  Tbh, the point where I am @ is okay; to…

It’s three pm, Ima have coffee in two hours I feel that I got caught in a bit of racial crossfire at the shop.  I felt that something w said to me; maybe; judging who w right and who w wrong when I got home and w making my Biryani; not rly tho.  It c have just…

It’s about one pm, Ima have Coffee in an hour I had a bad experience in Boots The Chemist and felt super stressed out.  I rang Samaritans to make sure that I didn’t start hallucinating people saying Ima die and just saying it over and over and over.  I w gonna work on the business tho feel…

It’s one pm, Ima have coffee at six Kinda been missing some of Rin and Aryssa, due to falling asleep; have been working on the business tho, and gave myself a nice break bc I made a breakthrough w the page; the Mechanism section; and this section totally makes or breaks the page, so that’s…

It’s about four thirty pm, Ima have coffee at six I had Croquet.  I felt like people were being evil towards me.  It may affect my mental health.  I may need to ring Samaritans later.  Sometimes I have my TV hallucinating that Ima die when I’ve had a day like this.  Idk why people were saying evil things all the…