Month: Jun 2026

It’s three pm, Ima have coffee at seven Idek where to start w this one.  I got back and I w shaking.  I felt like I w having a fight w my brother, w hasn’t happened for thirty five years, I feel.  It w comments that were said to me when I w out. The thing is tho…

It’s about two pm, Ima have coffee at six I survived today. Something f up happened.  I got a grilling and had to answer all kinds of questions.  Had I not had people, I felt, saying evil sh to me for like a year straight, then I w not have had the mental capacity to deal, I…

It’s five pm, Ima have coffee in forty minutes I liked being at Croquet today; won one of the games.  One of the guys w playing amazing tho did manage to beat him once, like I say For a hot minute, felt that people were saying stuff about me; kinda.  I wasn’t judging that that w w…

It’s two pm, Ima have coffee at six I kinda freaked out; a little.  I rang my friend for reassurance. It started about fifteen years ago.  I felt I w attacked in the Magistrates Court; and I felt like Ima die.  I feel that’s what’s going on, that Ima relive this from time to time.  Sometimes it’s rly intense…

It’s one pm, Ima have coffee at six Something major happened today.  It started w a trigger.  I felt this woman w staring at me the whole time that I w sat there; literally the whole time.  I felt like she w a gooner femcell, and had followed me in the bathroom; heard me whisper, creep and f…

It’s about one pm, Ima have coffee at six Just keeping to not thinking about hard thoughts rly.  Today went well, I stayed focussed and relaxed, kinda the whole time. For me it’s rly just about ignoring my fears and just thinking, w is the next thing I need to do; like there’s no shame in…

It’s about one pm, Ima have coffee at three I feel Ima enter a new reality; Idk if it’s youth reality.  It feels like it kinda is, it feels a lot the same tho just kinda weaker, yk it doesn’t have that much presence. It’s still a challenge to not judge.  I guess nothing’s gonna change.  I like…

It’s about half one pm, Ima have coffee at six I w rich for a hot minute, I feel.  There w this couple.  They made some kinda comment about how everyone w snails.  She then looked at me, and he said, you’ve looked at her, now yk.  So I w riding the bus back home and feeling like.. tbh…

It’s about two pm, Ima have cola at six It happened again; not thinking.  It is something that I’ve revisited many times.  I w watching MariaBagatti.  I realised that I w not thinking and wondered if that’s how she does it; like be her.  I came to the conclusion that it is.  Fast forward to the next day, today. I thought…

It’s two pm, Ima drink my cola rn I w putting all the new sections on my page; I’ve changed the colour tho it made little difference.  Ima look forward to letting a copywriter take a look at it.  I feel that it w save me a lot of money bc she w only need to tweak…