Month: Jun 2026

It’s about two pm, Ima have coffee at seven I thought about something Ima not even say on here bc I’m not allowed.  That’s perfectly okay.. tho I’m just explaining w I feel motivates people who do certain things.  I don’t feel that profilers rly k what does on in their heads.  If you’re the FBI, please hit…

It’s about one pm, Ima just drink my cola I felt like I w judging, like racism or something; all I w doing w thinking.  It w like Rin explained yesterday, irrational thoughts similar or same as OCD; when she said, am I a phile.  This w about nicking someone’s husband tho. That’s when I told myself…

It’s two thirty pm, I just had coffee I felt I w harassed by a homeless man.  I felt scared, it w full on, I feel and I’m pretty sure, I feel, that he had a knife. I just had to tell someone, so I did and they made sure that I w safe. The thing…

It’s one pm, Ima have coffee at five. I just had everyone taking to me w w around me, complete strangers.  I didn’t like it. I must not judge them; Idek if I’m allowed to say that I didn’t like it. Earlier I sat next to someone who I felt had ASBD.  I felt I w gonna…

It’s three pm, Ima have coffee at six I feel that every bit of abuse is down to people not wanting to rip; so they rip someone else.  They may not even k that that is w they are doing, I feel.  That’s a whole rabbit hole and I just went down it tho Ima not go…

It’s one thirty, Ima have coffee at six I got to think about the rule of increasing.  Say I judge that everyone is a perv.  W I feel challenged w.. is people feeling more and more pervy, until I feel unsafe.  Say I judge that everyone has low self esteem.  I feel, that more and more people yank their…

It’s one thirty pm, Ima have coffee at six I felt like everyone w vermin; and it happened twice. I w in the bus station and everyone felt like a thief who wanted to take advantage of me sexually; like a total parasite.  I w then, down Ferry Meadows, and all the people felt like.. it…

It’s one thirty pm, Ima have coffee at six I found a new thing.  I noticed it when I w struggling to keep my head together, after feeling triggered.  It’s like this need to figure something out that w stop the feeling. I took this idea and applied it to my every day life, just keeping the…

It’s five pm, Ima have coffee soon I just feel more human, more connected to people, more like there is a rl person spending time w them; like they are getting the value out of it of quality time or something, I feel.  I like the feeling of people liking being around me, and it is…

It’s twelve thirty pm, Ima have cola in five minutes I liked being at Mahjong.  I won one game, triple knitting.  They had totally cleaned me out, till I won at the end. Just took my pills, now Ima have cola. Managed to go all day w|o feeling challenged w losing my mind. I w f with…